caseyk

I've been crying all day. I'm tired of crying and have no energy to cry anymore. 

I am sitting here at work, and have deadlines to meet, and i'm crying in front of everybody. I don't know wt to do. I'm so devastated, and every moment i spend, all i can recall is he going to her...

Today we went to our first counseling. I was feeling so horrible that i screwed up things at work, and my job is on the line now. With this happening we went. I liked the therapist. This is my first...

I came to work today.I've been crying all morning and on way to work. I was so distracted while driving, I donno where i was driving sometimes. I found this out on Saturday night, i tried calling...

I knit for 40 minutes again today while at laundry. The scarf is now 56 inches long. Only 4 more inches to knit, like about a little more than an hour I guess. Then it will be done. I still have to...

I knit for about half hour i guess, the scarf is now 53 inches. 7 more inches to knit, and it will be ready. I want to finish it by friday, and give it to nee as valentine's day gift. 

I weighed myself today and i was 121 lbs. I know its less because i was sick all week and kept trowing up. But I'mm gonna workout as soon as i feel better and reduce my weight in a better way. 

I knit for some more time today and now it is 40 inches. I want to finish it soon. 

I worked from home today. I caught the flu from Nee, and have terrible time with cold and body pain. I've been feeling sick all day, and taking medicine. I feel horrible to lay at bed all day and not...

I weigh 124 lbs today. That's like 1 lb less. I am still happy. I plan to change my eating habits over the next 2 weeks and see if it any good. I plan to have only nutritional drinks, fruits, and...

I gave this a serious thought yesterday, and it's about time i did it. I signed up for several colleges requesting more info. And I got a good lead on how/where to start. I'm going to get some more...

Last night A took me out for dinner in a very fancy Italian place. It was all going well, until one of my mood swings had to step in. I have no idea why that happened or what I was thinking about. I...

My day has started with some work (which I am happy about), but I hate sitting next to the horrible co-worker. He is just such an irritating person, and pulls down the energy in me. I even hate...

I knit for 2 more hours today, and I added another 6 inches to it today. The scarf is now 33 inches long. I've noticed it takes an average of 2 hours to knit 6 inches. I still have about 8 hours more...

This update is actually for Saturday. The breakfast place had calculated the amount incorrectly, so I called up our waiter and and asked her to give a breakup and correct the mistake. Also on...