suzi44
Status: Should I go to my support group? feeling ambivalent.
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- Hi All--tonight is my support group night at United Way. But I feel awkward going because this weirdo asked me out and I just don't feel comfortable sharing my stuff with him anymore. Plus another guy--who I don't like at all--he calmly says he...
- Hi All--I feel kinda down today. I lost my job that I had for 3 weeks about 3 weeks ago. I went to my hairdresser today and she asked about the job. Of course, I had to tell her that I didn't have it anymore. I could have lied but that's not the...
- I feel terrible today. I've had some pretty good days but today i just feel bored, ugly and unnattractive. I wish I had someone to love and to love me, but I don't. That's human that is. I have my sweet cat who loves me dearly. Maybe I should...
- HI All, I have remembered 3 memories of abuse today. They were suppressed. They just popped into my mind today. I miss a friend of mine, but I think he made it safe for me to remember these memories and deal with them. I suppose I should make an...
- Hi All--I need motivation to get to the gym. I'm thinking about working out with my trainer just to give me that push maybe. I already did my gym workout once this week. I'm feeling guilty that I haven't done my gym workout the second time. I do...
- Hi, I feel afraid to go ice skating tonight with my cousin. I have knee and back problems. I told her I might not want to stay very long and she said okay but I am still nervous. I really wish I could cancel it totally. But she'll still want me...
- Hi All--I'm really nervous about an interview I have tomorrow morning. I even felt suicidal about it. I know that's not good. But it seems like suicide comes to my mind when I'm stressed about something. I truly wish it didn't. I just feel so...
- Hi All--I just wanted to share my fitness goal. i'm walking with a friend for 30 minutes three times a week--to start out. My goal is 40 minutes. I'M trying to beat diabetes--kick it to the curb! Suzi
- Hi--I feel like I have stabbing emotional pain tonight. one of my friends from high school died from a brain tumor and he was only 48 and had two kids, 12 and 14. I'm going to get their address and send them a sympathy card. He was such a nice...
- Hi All, I'm taking a couple classes this semester to finish a certificate I started a couple years ago. I'm having a hard time seeing myself as an adult. I keep feeling like a small baby and that I can't get there. And having severe muscle aches...
- Hi all, I just feel lonely today. A family member died. I haven't cried about it yet, but I'm sure the tears will come. Suzi
- Hi All, feeling really lonely today. I have nothing to do today really no purpose and I feel really lonely and isolated. My cat died a month ago and I feel so lonesome for her. I have another cat and he's lonesome for her too. I feel like killing...
- Hi All, I feel scared and lonely this afternoon. I don't have much to do and I feel scared of the future. My kitty cat died recently and I feel scared without her love and support. That's all for now. Suzi
- This was a sad new year's for me as my pet cat of 19 years died three days ago. She passed peacefully so I'm thankful for that. I did the best I could do to give her a good life and I think i accomplished that. I feel really sad but some peace...
- I just want to say thanks to everyone in the loneliness group who responds to my posts. I've been so down since I was harassed at my job and quit, but today is the first time, I have been able to say I feel good and put a green smiley face on my...