Helpmeineedit9999

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  My confusion continues

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 05/19/2018

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  okay so I have a good friend who is giving me an out. She said I could move 500 miles away and in with her and just live there get a job and live life. She is giving me until the end of June to make up my mind and I haven't told my fiancé yet. I don't think I am going to tell him at all. Is that bad? Sometimes I think my relationship is incredibly perfect and healthy and sometimes I think it shouldn't be a thing. We love eachother but maybe we are toxic? Maybe we are just in a tough situation...

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  What

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 05/18/2018

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  What am I supposed to do? I am in love but hate myself. I want to die every single day but am too scared to do so. I've talked to therapists and doctors. The issue is I either take a risk and be unhappy like this for a year and then maybe happy for the rest of my life or I leave this opportunity and maybe happier maybe not. What do I do?

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  Hug

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 05/11/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 sent a hug to SomeGuy092

  I hope you realize how special you are. It will get better. I am always here to listen to you. You are amazing.
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  Journal Comment

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 05/11/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 commented on SomeGuy092's journal Unmotivated

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 05/09/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 commented on the discussion Something is Very Wrong.

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  Hug

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 05/01/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 sent a hug to SomeGuy092

  Thank you. Your kind words actually touched my heart a tad.
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  Idk

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 04/28/2018

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  I deserve to die. I am a terrible human being. No wonder no one in this world could ever actually love me. I deserve to die. I have a problem and every time I try to fix it, it doesn't happen. I am lower than nothing. I deserve to die. I need to kill myself for everyone else's sake. All I do is hurt people when I don't mean to. I am terrible. I deserve to die. Killing myself will make everyone's lives not only easier but happier. I will never be happy due to the fact that I am a terrible human...

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 04/26/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 commented on the discussion Well, I'm a train wreck of a person. Some help ple.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/23/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 became friends with NeedAdvice2013.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/23/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 became friends with SomeGuy092.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/23/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 became friends with SomeGuy092.

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  Need someone to talk to.

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Last Reply: AboundingJoy 04/23/2018

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  Ive been going through a lot recently and the one person I have to talk to has been so stressed out due to the same situation and I don't want to bother him right now. I think I just need someone to listen to me. Please help.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 04/22/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 joined the group Bipolar Disorder.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/18/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 became friends with rcurtis1010.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: Helpmeineedit9999

  Posted: 04/18/2018

  Helpmeineedit9999 became friends with rcurtis1010.