crystalicbabe

Things were going well, for a while.  But now I don't know what is going on.  I slipped back just as I thought.  I haven't been eating, and yet no one has noticed.  Except my boyfriend ( who I've...

i  now have a boyfriend!!   wow i never thought that this could happen!  and i lost 10 lbs.  WoW!!!

i have had awkward on and off switching eating disorders since i was 5.  starting in about late December i slipped back into compulsive eating and gained back all my weight.  i am now sliping back...

i am really sorry i have not been on here in a while. sorry to anyone i left hanging for a responce to a message or hug. i have just been super busy with the stress  of school.  i really do relliey...

i am no longer failing english so i feel better about that now. but i got my period back and it hurts so badly. i dont kn;ow how long i can deal with this

i just found out i am failing english. i am so stressed and trying not to binge/purge or starveso today is just not going well at all, and on top of that i am babysitting my sister

i have been getting so stressed with school.  and today i was on my floor giving myself my weekly manicure ( you know, so i get used to doing special things for myself) and i suddenly thought "oh my...

  i went shoping for school stuff friday, it went well and me and my sis spent 500 dollars . that s a lot to spend on one day of shopping for 2 or 3 hours,

I feel horible today. this past weekend went so badly.  i had a friend over and i ate a lot and i gained like 10 pounds . i am so grossed out with myself.

i feel a little better now that i am not sick anymore.  i lost some weight while i was sick. now i am eating some again. i have been eating mostly fruits. they are easier to keep down and to eat.

to day i feel ok i am just getting better because i was dehydrated and i got sick. so right now i am not eatting much because i am trying to drink enough

i am  doing good today. i have been eating "snacks" many times throughout the day to try and reach at least 1500 calories. spliting up the food works but i feel like i am always eating.

well i feel ok still. i ate ice cream after dinner so my total for today is 1600-1700 calories. it seems like so much but also so weird because most people eat like2000 or more. i dont know if i am...

calculating what i have eaten today and what i know i am having for dinner it comes out to 1500-1600 calories is that a good level? i feel ok today and acually kinda good.  well i hope that is a...

i feel kind of ok right now. i ate all three meals today. that has not happened in a long time. i also ate a browne and some ice cream. i feel so fat right now after i list those things. i realy hope...