i feel kind of ok right now. i ate all three meals today. that has not happened in a long time. i also ate a browne and some ice cream. i feel so fat right now after i list those things. i realy hope i can reach a point where i feel that i can eat deserts like a normal person, but i think it may be unlikely to happen any time soon. oh well.

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You are doing something that takes alot of courage crystal. You are slowly startind to realize that the food that you eat is not the enemy. That means that you are trying to be productive. That takes so much courage. As for the deserts...take baby steps don\'t force it. Congrads!