harpee8

Well it has been a while since i have been here. I guess I just got wrapped up in the chaos of my life that I am now finally getting to breathe. Earlier this month my husband's uncle suddenly passed...

I just wanted to thank everyone for the love and support for this past week and helping me get through a very tough day. I know August 13th (second mc due date) will be here but having gotten through...

Today I would have been a mother. Today my husband would have been a father. Instead of sitting at work I would have been holding my little one in my arms tired and excited that we could finally meet...

I think I am finally at my breaking point.  My brother annoucned he and his wife were having their second child. Their first child is only 18 months old and she is already 8 weeks along. I actually...

Is it me or do people who have never lost a child lack tact! I came into work today ready for anything and the first thing my pregnant boss (who is showing) comes walking over to complain about her...

I really can't win... I had the talk with my boss since she is pregnant but now that she is starting to show and get the attention that goes with it she doesn't care anymore about openly talking...

So my doctor is starting to find things and today he mentioned PCOS as a possibility as to why I lost my two children. After reading up on it part of me almost feels like I am responsible for my...

Well to say that Monday is not the best day of the week for me is an understatement.  So I made an appointment for tomorrow with the infertility clinic because they have to take my blood on my third...

Well, we had out inital consultation with our doc and after listening to everything I am torn. As he listed off the tests to be done most will be on me. He listed things and all were issues as to why...

Wow, tomorrow is the day. tomorrow is the day I have to walk into a fertility institution and admit there is something wrong with me inside. I have been so nervous all night. I am terrified, scared...

Do you ever get the feeling that you are your own worst enemy sometimes??

If you have a moment, find the song "in God's Time" by Randy Houser. Listen to the song...

I decided it was time to take the next big step for me. So, I went a head and made an appointment at an infertility clinic that ironically my mom used over 30 years ago. I know it made my mom sad...

What I don't understand is how this happens to so many women around the world and no one talks about it? Everything thinks it is this tabo subject that you can't talk about or mentino. That is why no...

Well yesterday marked the 1 month date of having lost my second little baby. It also was the day that I got my first period since everything and my body is not handling it well. It is so painful and...