Oh My God
I think I am finally at my breaking point. My brother annoucned he and his wife were having their second child. Their first child is only 18 months old and she is already 8 weeks along. I actually felt the floor fall out beneathe me. I can't breathe and all I want to do it sleep. My brother actually told my mom they were hoping I would get pregnant first but I was taking so long... I think I just want to scream every single profanity I can think of at this point. I have had it. This was it for me. The final straw. All I can do it cry. I have been crying for hours. My brain can't wrap around this at all. They are shipping their first child off to day care and now they are having another one? I don't get it. WHY!!!???
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I\'m so sorry to hear how hurt you are. Try and be strong and pray that when it happens for you it\'s going to be perfect. Hang in there.
I know that feeling all too well. The night I found I was having my fifth miscarriage (in Novemeber 2010), my step-brother and his wife announced on Facebook no less they were expecting their second baby. Their first baby at the time time was only 8 months old. They had no sympathy towards me and needless to say the holidays were zero fun for my husband and I. My friends and family keep getting pregnant...I\'m starting to think I\'m just meant to be auntie and not mommy. I\'m trying to come to terms with that but it\'s so hard when becoming a mommy is what I want. Try to hang in there. It\'s super hard, I\'m not going to lie, but if you need someone to vent to I\'m here.