harpee8

I can't believe it has finally happened. I am a mother. On August 25, 2012, i had two healthy twins- a boy and a girl. My son was 6 pounds 3 ounces and my daughter was 6 pounds 11 ounces. They didn't...

For any woman who has ever had a miscarriage, I would tell them to read the book "Heaven is For Real" by Todd Burpo. My mom gave it to me and I kept putting it off because it is a book written by a...

Well it has been a while again since i have come on here. I have been dealing with a lot in my life and I am finding myself inbetween depression and anger at how my life seems to suddenly be out of...

Well here we go again. I am now on attempt 3 and the doctor's can't seem to get me pregnant. I have an appointment set up for August 5th to go over invitro and everything that is part of it. I am...

Well it has been a while since i have been here. I guess I just got wrapped up in the chaos of my life that I am now finally getting to breathe. Earlier this month my husband's uncle suddenly passed...

I just wanted to thank everyone for the love and support for this past week and helping me get through a very tough day. I know August 13th (second mc due date) will be here but having gotten through...

Today I would have been a mother. Today my husband would have been a father. Instead of sitting at work I would have been holding my little one in my arms tired and excited that we could finally meet...

I think I am finally at my breaking point.  My brother annoucned he and his wife were having their second child. Their first child is only 18 months old and she is already 8 weeks along. I actually...

Is it me or do people who have never lost a child lack tact! I came into work today ready for anything and the first thing my pregnant boss (who is showing) comes walking over to complain about her...

I really can't win... I had the talk with my boss since she is pregnant but now that she is starting to show and get the attention that goes with it she doesn't care anymore about openly talking...

So my doctor is starting to find things and today he mentioned PCOS as a possibility as to why I lost my two children. After reading up on it part of me almost feels like I am responsible for my...

Well to say that Monday is not the best day of the week for me is an understatement.  So I made an appointment for tomorrow with the infertility clinic because they have to take my blood on my third...

Well, we had out inital consultation with our doc and after listening to everything I am torn. As he listed off the tests to be done most will be on me. He listed things and all were issues as to why...

Wow, tomorrow is the day. tomorrow is the day I have to walk into a fertility institution and admit there is something wrong with me inside. I have been so nervous all night. I am terrified, scared...

Do you ever get the feeling that you are your own worst enemy sometimes??