Oh Boy

Well yesterday marked the 1 month date of having lost my second little baby. It also was the day that I got my first period since everything and my body is not handling it well. It is so painful and so sad at the same time. It is just another reminder of everything that has happened once again. I should be in y fourth month almost into my fifth. I was so excited to be pregnant on y birthday and now that isn't going to happen. I just wish things were different.