BluAngel2
Status: I wish I could be stronger than I pretend to be. I can't do this anymore.
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- I write Poetry and always have, but I read a poem to a friend and she said it was EMO. Which I already knew....but then she asked me to write a poem about sunshine and rainbows, and I realized I don't know how to do that. So I went through all of my...
- I was catching up on the sixth season of Weeds, and at the finale I just started crying...hysterically....I hate goodbyes! They suck...it took me about 5 mins after the episode was over to get to the point where the tears were less frequent. I can't...
- Hey guys, i want to share a poem with you guys. Its probably how we all feel a lot. Please keep in mind that it is a depressing poem and may be a trigger!I hold my wrists together,watching the blood mix and fall to the floor,the scars of my...
- Hey guys, I felt the need to share a poem I wrote. It is very depressing and quite possibly a trigger...I hold my wrists together,watching the blood mix and fall to the floor,the scars of my burns,create a beautiful portraitof the rage I felt, the...
- I told my best friends that I need support! They said they would help as much as they could. So when ever I think of picking up my lighter and using it (on my left arm or leg, never the right side) I am supposed to text them the phrase "candle...
- I told my best friends that I need support! They said they would help as much as they could. So when ever I think of picking up my lighter and using it (on my left arm or leg, never the right side) I am supposed to text them the phrase "candle...
- I'm really tired because of all the crying I did earlier, but I want to say thanks to all the people who gave me advice and were helpful.Thank you guys! Goodnight!
- What is it about me that turns people off. I have great friends but I fear that when I really need them they won't be there. Today is going kinda bad and I keep trying to get in touch with my friends but no one is answering the phone. I am trying...
- Even thought I have been kinda happy, I still have urges to hurt myself. I am very thankful that I am not cutting, but I am not very happy with the substitute. I've been burning myself. I am not proud of that at all! I am scared that I will...
- So, I was kinda ok cause I knew I lost my favorite knives, but I wasn't thinking about it that much until now! This is stressing me out. Yes, I have lighters, but hell I don't know where my knives are!!!!
- While I used to cut before, and stopped and switched to another method of hurting myself, I made myself quit. My biggest problem is that I have started to hurt myself again, but not with the knives....but with lighters....which is a big problem...
- My best friend from Kindergarten and I have been talking recently and we talked about the feelings we have held back for the past 15 years. Let me just tell you 15 years is a long time to hold them back especially feelings like this.But apparently...
- Me and my family are getting ready to move. While that prospect excites me, knowing that I am about to pack up everything that my ex gave me haunts me. I still love him, yes, and I am slowly getting over it, but I don't want to pack all of his stuff...
- It's been a few weeks since I have been on...and all I can say is that I am miserable. My friends would say I am losing sight of reality. I haven't been the same since me and my ex broke up and trying to get better is taking more time than it...
- It's been a few weeks since I have been on...and all I can say is that I am miserable. My friends would say I am losing sight of reality. I haven't been the same since me and my ex broke up and trying to get better is taking more time than it...