Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
It's been a few weeks since I have been on...and all I can say is that I am miserable.
My friends would say I am losing sight of reality. I haven't been the same since me and my ex broke up and trying to get better is taking more time than it should.
I am soooo tired of trying to convince my heart to let him go, because my head doesn't want to let him go. I'm trying not to give up. I want to love again, but I only want to love one person, and that person doesn't want me. I am sooo tired of trying.
I am starting to slip deeper and deeper into my depression, not only because one of the biggest supporters in my support system doesn't want me anymore, but because I am stressed out and under pressure and scared constantly. I don't know if I still have the willpower to continue to fight... and that is one of the biggest I am scared.
I don't have a therapist anymore because I don't have health insurance or a job....
I just don't know anymore.
My friends would say I am losing sight of reality. I haven't been the same since me and my ex broke up and trying to get better is taking more time than it should.
I am soooo tired of trying to convince my heart to let him go, because my head doesn't want to let him go. I'm trying not to give up. I want to love again, but I only want to love one person, and that person doesn't want me. I am sooo tired of trying.
I am starting to slip deeper and deeper into my depression, not only because one of the biggest supporters in my support system doesn't want me anymore, but because I am stressed out and under pressure and scared constantly. I don't know if I still have the willpower to continue to fight... and that is one of the biggest I am scared.
I don't have a therapist anymore because I don't have health insurance or a job....
I just don't know anymore.
I know the pressure of not having a job, worrying about how you are going to eat or pay the rent. It's hell (AKA - Life). I understand you can't afford a Therapist, I can't either, but have you talked to a doctor about how you are feeling? Are your medications not working well? There is help. I have never had insurance in my life and have to go to a public mental health clinic, where they don't treat you all that great but I get the drugs I need. I hope you can find the help you need soon. But as for the break up - it can take years to move passed that. Good Luck.
Take it one day at a time, one minute at a time. Dont look to far forward cause sometimes it seems like you will never see the light... I know... hugs to you
It is not easy. I understand what your talking about.
Stress plays a big part in my depression too.
Try and slow yourself down and stay in today as much as is possible.
Don't take on too much right now.
I am hear for you.