pavlik
Status: Slowly drowning..feels like my life has been stolen from me
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- hi all- I’ve posted before- I was worried since last oct when I was assulted about hpv as I had itching burning and discharge but all my tests were negative. I got high risk hpv positive in January this year. My doc said you can get warts from...
- hi all I have not been on here in months and thought Ild check in. I wasn’t sure if it was good for me being online- I wanted to try move on with my life somehow.. anyone who read any of my posts before I was accuaintance raped last oct. the only...
- I’m trying everything I can, but the hardest thing is the physical responses daily and itching and burning from hpv I got from my rapist just over 4 months ago. How can I deal with this? Will I be able to deal with this? Is what’s running...
- the pain and suffering I don’t know how much more daily I can takethe abortion trauma was life altering but then being raped four months after by an accuainctanc has really fkd me up for good this time. I had enough going on. I was going to commit...
- im so angry everyday! I can’t sleep. I’m preg with the love of my life unexpectedly but that means I can’t take meds, diazepam and sleeping tabs which is what I was doin to some what deal with the trauma from the rape and getting hpv from the...
- It’s a personal choice I guess, how many survivors chose to make a statement against the predator that did this to you? I finally got around to making an offical statement with the police and oh my, it was one of the hardest things I had to go...
- Hi I was raped three months ago and now see things that look like this inside my vagina opening. I’m seeing someone Monday but have anyone had this type? That look like this? Are these warts?? They are really uncomfortable, painful and itching and...
- I'm really strugggling daily since the rape. It's been over three months and I still feel burning in my genitals. The predator didn't wear a condom and didn't listen to me saying I wasn't ready and wasn't comfortable and that it wasn't right. I'm so...
- hi everyone pls tell me how you deal with the itching burning from this virus? I’m going insane over it. Like everyday and afternoon it is so bad I just want to take a shower and feel so overwhelmed and annoyed over this. Does it ever feel...
- I was never suicidal until I was raped by a family friend last Year. My life was already a mess, well what I thought was a mess. I had a hard childhood and dreams to give my children a better start. I love my children. I’m only in my twenties....
- Hi all I’m new to this group and after feeling so alone and like everyone turned their back on me i need others who understand. Straight after I was raped by a family friend I was in denial, I felt shocked and like it was my fault. I didn’t tell...
- I literally am going crazy. I always had anxiety and depression and thought my life was bad. I stressed about trivial things like money and a pimple on my face, until I actually suffered severely traumatic events and just wish I could go back to the...
- I’m new to the group, I’m reaching out because I feel like I’m basically going crazy! I was suffering trauma from having an abortion and then raped few months after it happened by someone I know. It is getting so bad, it keeps replaying and I...
- im itching like crazy after being raped a few months back. I’ve felt so sucidal and not the same. Would it be from high risk hpv or is it warts coming? Will I be the same again? I feel like my life is ruined. It’s affected my whole life I’ve...
- hi everyone I’m currently going insane. My whole world was turned upside down, I was in a long relationship which broke down after over five years and then two months later was raped by someone I knew. I was devastated and trapped. He didn’t...