All Alone

This is the first weekend that my wife has had our daughter. I woke up many times looking for her only to remember she wasnt here. Man this would kill me to not have her too.  I dont know what my wife is thinking.  How can anyone not see how much we should be working towards the better goal.  Our daughter.  I suppose i will be told her cards after monday when she goes to see her lawyer.  In this lonely night, i wonder if i am even doing right. Should i be the one to just packup and go.  I got another bill from the lawyer which depresses me further.  now he needs another 2500 and i am wondering where i will get this at.  so what happens when you cant pay anymore?  your case goes on but you are screwed.  i lose everything including my daughter.  what a stinking way to end this.  I work so hard for her, love her, adore her, and all for what?  she had lots of money and i have nothing. well this was a waste of my time to write this gibberish.  calling out for help but I dont know where it will come from.