I DIDN'T TAKE MY MEDS LAST NIGHT. I TAKE SUCH HIGH DOSES THAT I REALLY CAN FEEL THE SLIGHTEST CHANGE IN LEVELS. ALL DAY I WAS EDGY AND TENSE. I USED VALIUM TO STABLIZE UNTIL I TOOK MY MEDS TONIGHT AGAIN. THAT WAS ABOUT 20 MIN AGO AND I FEEL BETTER ALREADY.
I KEEP GETTING OTHER THINGS COMING UP AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO MY BILLS YET.BUT I'M GOING TO TRY TO KNOCK THEM OUT TOMORROW. ESPICALLY SINCE I JUST GOT MY LAST ONE FOR THE MONTH IN THE MAIL TODAY (YEA) YEAH I KNOW I'M WIERD I LIKE PAYING BILLS IT MAKES ME FEEL PRODUCTIVE. LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING MORE WITH MY COMPUTER THAN BLOGS AND SELF HELP GROUPS.LOL
IT WAS THE OLD LADIES B-DAY TODAY SO SHE REALLY WAS IN A GOOD MOOD. SHE GOT A NEW PAIR OF COMFY PJ'S AND A TAYLOR HICKS CD, SHE LIKED THE WHITE DIAMONDS TOO. MY SON GOT HER A COPY OF "TEXAS CHAINSAY MASSACRE (THE BEGGINING)" AND [HE'S ONLY 8]. WE WENT OUT TO DINNER TO BOTH OF OUR FAVORIATE RESTRAUNT. THE SERVICE WAS LACKING BUT THE FOOD WAS EXCEPTIONAL AS ALWAYS. THEY MAKE THE ONLY PIZZA THAT ACTUALLY STILL TASTES GOOD MICROWAVED THE NEXT DAY. THE LASAGNA IS TO DIE FOR. (OLIVE GARDEN SUCKS).
WELL MEDS ARE KICKING IN SO OFF TO BED.
TTFN
I KEEP GETTING OTHER THINGS COMING UP AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO DO MY BILLS YET.BUT I'M GOING TO TRY TO KNOCK THEM OUT TOMORROW. ESPICALLY SINCE I JUST GOT MY LAST ONE FOR THE MONTH IN THE MAIL TODAY (YEA) YEAH I KNOW I'M WIERD I LIKE PAYING BILLS IT MAKES ME FEEL PRODUCTIVE. LIKE I'M DOING SOMETHING MORE WITH MY COMPUTER THAN BLOGS AND SELF HELP GROUPS.LOL
IT WAS THE OLD LADIES B-DAY TODAY SO SHE REALLY WAS IN A GOOD MOOD. SHE GOT A NEW PAIR OF COMFY PJ'S AND A TAYLOR HICKS CD, SHE LIKED THE WHITE DIAMONDS TOO. MY SON GOT HER A COPY OF "TEXAS CHAINSAY MASSACRE (THE BEGGINING)" AND [HE'S ONLY 8]. WE WENT OUT TO DINNER TO BOTH OF OUR FAVORIATE RESTRAUNT. THE SERVICE WAS LACKING BUT THE FOOD WAS EXCEPTIONAL AS ALWAYS. THEY MAKE THE ONLY PIZZA THAT ACTUALLY STILL TASTES GOOD MICROWAVED THE NEXT DAY. THE LASAGNA IS TO DIE FOR. (OLIVE GARDEN SUCKS).
WELL MEDS ARE KICKING IN SO OFF TO BED.
TTFN
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HI THERE, CANT STAND TAKING THE SHIT EITHER, I DONT WANT TO TAKE CYMBALTA BUT IT DOES HELP WITH THE HEADACHES AND NOW THAT A NEW CHAPTER IS STARTING IN MY LIFE IT WAS SUGGESTED FOR ME. I AM ONE THAT DOES HATE MEDS. I HAVE A HIGH PAIN TOLERANCE AND I FEEL I CAN HANDLE THINGS. WHY WASTE $! BUT WHAT CAN YOU DO. SOUNDS LIKE DINNER WAS NICE FOR YOU GUYS I TAKE IT YOU WATCH AMERICAN IDLE? TAYLOR IS A PRETTY GOOD SINGER. WELL HANG IN THERE!!!!!ENJOY THE LEFT OVERS!!! :)