JUST KINDA FEELING BLAH. TENSION IS A LITTLE HIGH BECAUSE PAYDAY IS TONIGHT AND I WONT HAVE MUCH LEFT AFTER BILLS FOR MY SONS B-DAY. IT DOESN'T SEEM LIKE HE WANTS MUCH FORTUNATLY. WE CANT AFFORD A SCHOOL TYPE PARTY WE ARE JUST GOING TO TAKE HIM BOWLING AND TO A MOVIE WHICH HE IS LOOKING FOWARD TO.
MY OLD LADY IS REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES TODAY. SHE WON'T SHUT HER F***ING MOUTH SINCE SHE GOT HOME FROM WORK. FIRST SHE RANTS ON AND ON AT REMMY ABOUT HOW HE SHOULD CHOOSE FRIENDS AT SCHOOL.(AFTER THE FIRST 8 MIN HE TUNED HER OUT AFTER ALL HE IS ONLY 8 YRS OLD. SHE HAD GONE ON FOR 17 MIN I TIMED IT) NOW SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING HER TAPED SHOWS AND OTHER TV BUT OF COURSE SHE IS SMARTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE AND HAS TO MAKE SURE THE TELEVISION SET AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS IT. I SWEAR I AM READY TO BECOME A CUTTER (NOT OF MYSELF OF COURSE). I JUST WISH SHE WOULD LIGHT THAT BOWL OF POT SHE HAS IN HER HAND AND MELLOW THE FUCK OUT. MABYE THEN SHE WOULD SHUT HER MOUTH. SHE KNOWS I'M ONLINE DOING SOMETHING ELSE FOR THE LAST 15 MIN NOW AND SHE HASN'T STOPPED TALKING YET LIKE SHE THINKS I AM LISTINING.
VALIUM WHERE IS MY FUCKING VALIUM!!!!
I DON'T DRINK AND I DON'T DO DRUGS SHE IS 36 YEARS OLD AND STILL SMOKES AN OUNCE OF POT A MONTH. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I LET HER BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO HEAR HER MOUTH WHEN SHE IS SOBER. IT DOES GET ANNOYING THOUGH WHEN I LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE. THERE WOULD BE $160 THIS MONTH FOR MY SONS BIRTHDAY. AND IF SHE SMOKED GENERIC INSTEAD OF NAMEBRAND CIGGERETTS WE'D SAVE ANOTHER $50 THEN THERE IS THE 2 LITER A DAY OF PEPSI TOTALING $45 DOLLARS A MONTH. IT ALL JUST ADDS UP.
MY VALIUM IS STARTING TO KICK IN SO I AM MELLOWING A LITTLE NOW, STILL A LITTLE SHAKEY THOUGH. I MUST BE HITTING A DEPRESSION CYCLE BECAUSE I AM GETTING REAL SLEEPY ALOT LATELY. IT'S LIKE ALL I WANT TO DO. MY MIND IS STILL ALERT AND ACTIVE.
MABYE IT HAS TO DO WITH THIS REFINANCING
OF THE HOUSE. WE REALLY NEED THE MONEY AND ONE OF THE LENDERS I HAD COMPETING FOR THE DEAL HASN'T BEEN ABLE TO KEEP UP TO SPEED WITH THE OTHER AND MAY BE GIVING UP. I JUST LIKE TO HAVE A SAFETY NET JUST IN CASE. I GUESS THAT IS WHY I WENT TO TWO TO BEGIN WITH. I WOULD JUST HATE TO START THIS WHOLE PROCESS ALL OVER AGAIN. MABYE I'M JUST BRUNING STRESSING DEEP IN MY PSYCHE AND IT IS HITTING MY BODY.
WELL OFF TO PLAY TAXI, MORE LATER.
TIM
MY OLD LADY IS REALLY GETTING ON MY NERVES TODAY. SHE WON'T SHUT HER F***ING MOUTH SINCE SHE GOT HOME FROM WORK. FIRST SHE RANTS ON AND ON AT REMMY ABOUT HOW HE SHOULD CHOOSE FRIENDS AT SCHOOL.(AFTER THE FIRST 8 MIN HE TUNED HER OUT AFTER ALL HE IS ONLY 8 YRS OLD. SHE HAD GONE ON FOR 17 MIN I TIMED IT) NOW SHE IS SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING HER TAPED SHOWS AND OTHER TV BUT OF COURSE SHE IS SMARTER THAN EVERYONE ELSE AND HAS TO MAKE SURE THE TELEVISION SET AND EVERYONE ELSE KNOWS IT. I SWEAR I AM READY TO BECOME A CUTTER (NOT OF MYSELF OF COURSE). I JUST WISH SHE WOULD LIGHT THAT BOWL OF POT SHE HAS IN HER HAND AND MELLOW THE FUCK OUT. MABYE THEN SHE WOULD SHUT HER MOUTH. SHE KNOWS I'M ONLINE DOING SOMETHING ELSE FOR THE LAST 15 MIN NOW AND SHE HASN'T STOPPED TALKING YET LIKE SHE THINKS I AM LISTINING.
VALIUM WHERE IS MY FUCKING VALIUM!!!!
I DON'T DRINK AND I DON'T DO DRUGS SHE IS 36 YEARS OLD AND STILL SMOKES AN OUNCE OF POT A MONTH. PEOPLE WONDER WHY I LET HER BUT THEY DON'T HAVE TO HEAR HER MOUTH WHEN SHE IS SOBER. IT DOES GET ANNOYING THOUGH WHEN I LOOK AT THE BIG PICTURE. THERE WOULD BE $160 THIS MONTH FOR MY SONS BIRTHDAY. AND IF SHE SMOKED GENERIC INSTEAD OF NAMEBRAND CIGGERETTS WE'D SAVE ANOTHER $50 THEN THERE IS THE 2 LITER A DAY OF PEPSI TOTALING $45 DOLLARS A MONTH. IT ALL JUST ADDS UP.
MY VALIUM IS STARTING TO KICK IN SO I AM MELLOWING A LITTLE NOW, STILL A LITTLE SHAKEY THOUGH. I MUST BE HITTING A DEPRESSION CYCLE BECAUSE I AM GETTING REAL SLEEPY ALOT LATELY. IT'S LIKE ALL I WANT TO DO. MY MIND IS STILL ALERT AND ACTIVE.
MABYE IT HAS TO DO WITH THIS REFINANCING
OF THE HOUSE. WE REALLY NEED THE MONEY AND ONE OF THE LENDERS I HAD COMPETING FOR THE DEAL HASN'T BEEN ABLE TO KEEP UP TO SPEED WITH THE OTHER AND MAY BE GIVING UP. I JUST LIKE TO HAVE A SAFETY NET JUST IN CASE. I GUESS THAT IS WHY I WENT TO TWO TO BEGIN WITH. I WOULD JUST HATE TO START THIS WHOLE PROCESS ALL OVER AGAIN. MABYE I'M JUST BRUNING STRESSING DEEP IN MY PSYCHE AND IT IS HITTING MY BODY.
WELL OFF TO PLAY TAXI, MORE LATER.
TIM
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well that just sounds peachy (sarcasm). hope you\'re ok. see ya round.
-meg
Sounds like your wife needs the valium!
well sound like you have fun with you son for his BD how old will he be? well hope you have fun with you soon, angel
dang she sounds annouing... hope it gets better for ya...