Zendragnus

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  Inconsiderate "Family"

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Last Reply: Jillsaundars 01/12/2018

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  So, last night I was just cooking some eggs for dinner and another guy that's living with me and my grandmother came to me and started talking crap about my grandma. It wasn't really crap, more like expressing his feelings. So, I decided to throw my two cents in as well and speak my mind about her as well and how she made me feel. Then he saild the last thing I was expecting, "There she is right now," implying that she was gone and had returned. Apparently she'd been listening in to us and she...

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Posted: 01/11/2018

  Zendragnus commented on the discussion I don't want to live anymore.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/09/2018

  Zendragnus commented on the discussion I don't want to live anymore.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/09/2018

  Zendragnus commented on the discussion I don't want to live anymore.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/07/2018

  Zendragnus commented on the discussion I don't want to live anymore.

• Depression
  

  I don't want to live anymore

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Last Reply: dhits 01/12/2018

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  I went on a walk to the store to get some stuff to eat...I thought today would be a good day. It wasn't. It turns out my grandmother's husband went in my room and took the heater out and smashed it...he also smashed the box fan. I walked in and he told me that he'd already told me not to use the heater...I told him I deliberately disobeyed because I put on clothes like he said and I was still cold...he simply repeated himself and then walked off. Of course, like I always do when I feel...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/04/2018

  Zendragnus became friends with Jersey_of_Oz.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/04/2018

  Zendragnus became friends with Jersey_of_Oz.

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 01/04/2018

  Zendragnus commented on the discussion Abandoned.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/04/2018

  Zendragnus became friends with nancy6464.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 01/04/2018

  Zendragnus became friends with nancy6464.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 01/03/2018

  Zendragnus joined the group Self-Injury.

• Depression
  

  Abandoned

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Last Reply: Zendragnus 01/04/2018

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  I just woke up from trying to take a nap. The worst part about it was that I woke up in a panic attack, remembering how my mother kicked me out of the house over something I said while I was drugged. I'd swallowed a bottle of pills in an attempt to kill myself and instead I woke up in the hospital dazed with a severe headache. Apparently I told my mom that if I continued living with her, I'd continue to self-harm. Next thing I know, while I'm in the mental hospital, my dad calls me and tells me...

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  Bleed

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Posted: 01/01/2018

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  My mind is plagued with pain and suffering. I can’t think of the happiness I once felt without my past creeping up to kill the one dream I’ve always had...Peace. It’s the first day of 2018 and with a new year comes new scars. Literally...I’ve cut myself twenty times. And the worst part about it...I can’t stop. I figured writing about this would help but it doesn’t. Past loves come up with a boiling magma that melts my insides until all I can think about is what to do to end it all....

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: Zendragnus

  Posted: 01/01/2018

  Zendragnus joined the group Anxiety.