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I just found out through a site (http://bpdokc.blogspot.com/), which led me to another site (http://www.neabpd.org/) that May is now officially Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness Month. ...

Ugghhh....doing alright but a little annoyed.  Mom and I went out for a coffee and a nice drive around the city and then stopped at a couple stores before she dropped me off for the night.  Well I...

Mark Schultz - Broken & Beautifulhttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YHxkJ4cxk0Y There’s a businessman There’s a widowed wife There’s a smiling face with a shattered life There’s a teenage girl...

Hey, I actually made it to church today!  I'm so happy.  It was really good but I was yawning a lot during the service...couldn't seem to help it.  Saw a few people I knew from alpha, the course I...

feeling okay now....i think i just needed to rest and eat some healthy food.  Ate a salad and my mood is better and the urges are better.  Gonna go sit in the living room and watch some tv and...

UGGHHHH...PLEASE MAKE URGES GO AWAY

I don't know why I"m feeling so miserable right now.  I was feeling alright earlier today...I even had energy so I went out with some friends and got some errands done.  Got a workout all the...

So we've postponed meeting until another day.  He's having car troubles so wants to get home and see if he can get it fixed.  That's alright though...give us more time to feel things out through...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6A8pv67B8k Darrell Evans \ Trading My Sorrows I'm trading my sorrow I'm trading my shame ...

Had 2 appointments...one with psychiatrist and one with my family doctor.   Both went well...nothing to report. Came home and fell asleep...have a mild sore throat so hope that's not a sign I'm...

Lots of new pictures are now posted.  They're all out of order as usual.  *shrugs*  Might post a video or two later of the ocean waves and the brook.  I love the sound of the water....only...

I didn't sleep well at all last night.  Turns out dad's ankle is sprained but thankfully he didn't break any bones, plates, screws or anything.  Vehicles can replaced for a monetary cost....fixing...

I'm finally back in the city at my place.  It's nice to have my own space again....only problem is there's very little food.  At my parents there's what seems like a never ending supply.  Ah...

Still at my parents house.  Choose to go for a drive last night instead of going home.  I am going home today though if I have to walk to get there.  I need my space.   Took some pictures though...

Feeling a bit sad right now.  I woke up at my parents and they're both gone out somewhere...don't know where...but both vehicles are gone.  Just feeling trapped and lonely I guess.  I'll feel...