SecretlyDamaged
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- Okay, so this is the only place i can thikn to put this.I am currently and have been for about a year now, taking Monofeme the birth control pill.Im VERY precise with it.... except for a week there where i wasnt... depression kicked in and i slept...
- Okay, so i'll start from the begining,my bf recieves photos from a friend of his. shes tiny, model quality stunning girl, she sends him a bunch of photos of her in a lacy Gstring and headband coving her boobs... she has bones in all the right places...
- I have a new journal up. i dont wanna repost it as a thread, but i need some help here. if you wanna add me to read it thats fine :) i accpet everyone Love to all whom read and help.
- Im on the pill, and i have about a week until i should have my periodbut in this last month theres been a few times ive messed up, forgotten a pill taken it late or what not.... and now im bleeding. started a little the other morning, dark blood...
- The Last Night by Skilletis the most amazing story song its beautiful and on repeat for me atmthis song is me through and through... im sure alot of people will relate to it too :) PLEASE youtube it. its worth the 3 minutes of your life. i really...
- hey all, i basicly just need someone to listen... and no one comments my journals so i dont get alot of friendships...anyways on with some rambling.Alot of my friends are young like me and some of them, the moost unlikely are getting pregnant, it...
- Ive had it, friends are all fucking me over, my mother indeed hates me, you need to see to believe.and im sick of it. im sick of my life, and quite frankly i really would love to end it tonight. show a few people wtf they did to me.but im naive and...
- I want to throw out my old blades i have a fair few nothing exciting sharpner blades, metal shaving blades... i used them when i first started, i remeber my first cut and everything with them.... and i was gunna chuc them so i dont have to carry...
- this is kinda crazy and very confusing im also a lil embarassed, i dont talk to people about these things, never had a mum i could talk to... so i just tend to let it mull and worry myself....Okay ive been reaally nauseas for the past week or so,...
- Somehow i got cleanNO abuse of any kind for almost a month now.. this is the longest ive gone without cutting in ages.no drugs, minimal alcohol. socially acceptable amounts :)its not long but its long for me.i dont know why though... but for now it...
- Well im now just Damaged... cause my mum commented on my scars on my arms today said they didnt look like animals scratches (i worked at a farm with rabbits and alot of other animals and thats what i said it was, i also own alot of animals.. excuses...
- I know this is a very small featbut i had my first sober day today.recently ive started drinking alot and every day adding alcohol to everything... and today i havent drank anything :)
- The world would be a much better place without me in it. I'm a bad sisterA disapointing DaughterA horrible friend I've got so many problems i offload them onto others, making them upset and down too.If i drew my last breath today, everyone would...
- I feel really weird about talking about this online :S (i did post this in another group idk if thats okay)my bf was aloud to stay over tonight and we are both legal but my parents are really strict so to put it bluntly, giving him a handjob and he...
- I feel really weird about talking about this online :Smy bf was aloud to stay over tonight and we are both legal but my parents are really strict so to put it bluntly, giving him a handjob and he falls asleep. i felt so inadequate like i wasnt good...