SecretlyDamaged
Status: Aiming to spend more time here! What little time I have!
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My whole future is in jepardy, no kids, no house.everything I have ever wanted in life has been ripped out from under me... places I said I'd never go back to have consumed me once again. yet hes...
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Here Are Your Scores:DisorderYour ScoreMajor Depression:HighDysthymia:HighBipolar Disorder:HighCyclothymia:Extremely HighSeasonal Affective Disorder:High Great....
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Just carved fat into both my thighs. A pentagram on one and a whole bunch of cuts deep enough to put my nail in. And my nails grow. I hate myself for doing this because it hurts my bf. I'm so lost...
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Secret Confession: AshamedI wait for my bf to fall asleep so i can sneak off the bed, put clothes on and crawl back in, because the hate i have for my body is so great i cant stand the feel of my...
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i cut my arms again, i havent cut them in over 6 months, but i did it. and i cut both of them, and then it wasnt enough so i cut my legs too. i drank so mch i passed out and tonight im doing the...
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FUCK IT ive had it. from now on if anyone asks me i dont cut myself. never have.the only person who'll know is my bf cause you cant be naked and still hide your cuts.... i wish id never told anyone....
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dont know why i keep checking back. no one ever says a thing to me :/so exhausted.
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apparently because i place "i love you (bfs name)" on my msn personal msg.... im immature, because i feel the need to broadcast it to the world...its hard enough to accutly SAY i love you.... writing...
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Changed my cutting position i have a huge square on my right outter thigh so tonight i moved on to the inner thigh. my thighs are fat enough so thers plenty of space. and wow the look of fresh cuts...
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amazing, a night in hospital, drugged to the eyeballs, sick as fucking hell, condemmed to being locked in the house for 2 weeks cause docs are worried about hemoraging, and STILL there are people who...
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Breakfast: yoghurt - 50grmLunch: Pizza on a wrap, cheese, olives and a bit of sausageDinner: Chicken burger and chips..Drink: 3/4 can of pepsi maxSnacks: watermelon. 2x timtamsExercise: working...
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Breakfast: - Lunch: small peice of chicken, slice of breadDinner: 7 fork fulls of pasta.Drink: half a can of pasito, 600ml of cordialSnacks: a chocolate from vday and 3 twizzlers.Exercise: shopping....
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Have decided to move to tumblr permanantly. have decided i dont want help.i dont want people reading my issues and feeling sorry for mehave realised i want to tell the world i feel like killing...
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So many habbits to dip into but which jar.maybe i shuld indulge and just have a little of each decadent desert.a perfect end to a perfect fucking day.or maybe i should just play with the shiny thing...
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Theres not enough clothes to cover my skin,the cuts on my body show the torment withinYup, im fucking peachy.
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