SecretlyDamaged
Status: Aiming to spend more time here! What little time I have!
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I kept my promise, i didnt cut last nightbut im sorry im cutting tonight. deeper than ever hopefully. just once or twice. maybe 3...i need to FEEL. cause i feel NOTHING>
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I've been bleeding well From this old wound Cleaning it with salt, So it will still feel new Sometimes eyes turn black, And sometimes scars are tracks But no matter what they sayi wont ever believe...
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Im losing my grip on reality,honestly things are really blurring atm.but oh dear fuck does it feel good.the lows are depressingly low but god do those highs make up for itthis is one of the best...
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so ive been ditched tonight. bf loves his sick gf enough to wanna spend time with her but noone else has even asked me what im doing.i get it. im boring but god sometimes it would be nice to be...
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Unfortunatly I am not dead... surprise sur-fuckking-prisethough i really wish i was.i feel sick to my stomach, and i honestly truely 100% hate myself.i wish i as perfect..... i wish i was dead. is...
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Atm things are going okay.....just a little empathy going on but im considering throwing away my old blades,from when i was just a desperate hurt lil kid, nothing more than a few metal shaving razors...
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i cant do this... i FINALLY get a job,FINALLY get a roster and even though i would have liked to not start til after the new year i start on monday... and my mate goes oh. well that fucks our plans a...
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i had a lovely friday arvo, was at my bfs, then saturday morning he was at work i cleaned his room, played with foxtel had a nice time then on the way back to mine i was planning the night out at a...
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Got a job today, my 2nd interview EVER and its the 2nd job ive been successful in :)im gunna be so stuffed after my shifts hopfully i will be too tired to cut or do anything stupid, or think...
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so we saw the smexy little pug todaybought him too called him Bailey, i get him on boxing day.here are some little photos :D
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Omg Omg Omg, sooolast year about a week before my 18th bday my dog had to be put down, he was an 18 year old pug, i was with him my ENTIRE lifeI handled it well, it was well time for him, he was on...
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feeling VERY lazyvery spoiltvery clean :Dextremely poetic, but suffering writers block, just cant get the words i want outa little heart brokenand a little suicidal....all in all life not tooo bad.
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okay, upside of today,NOT pregnant!!! yay downside. WOAH killer pains.otherwise, harrypotter and bf tomorrow night :)
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Okay so beside my good mood, slightly frustrated moood(didnt get to have much fun with my bf tonight) im worrying a little....am i really that fucked up??i WANT my arms to look like this... seirously...
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its funny, normally i cant stand a silent room, but right now every tap of the keys is torture to me, tried to relax just now, a bath with bubbles and all, bf on the phone, anything to calm me. the...
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