What Do I Do?

Atm things are going okay.....just a little empathy going on but im considering throwing away my old blades,from when i was just a desperate hurt lil kid, nothing more than a few metal shaving razors and sharpner razors... but those ones did the begining damage part of me wants to throw them out so i dont need to carry them with me but part cant seem to let go of the things i chose as my first weapon :(......
what to do?i... i think i love them in some way... in the same way i love my scars and cuts....