SecretlyDamaged
Status: Aiming to spend more time here! What little time I have!
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Okay so beside my good mood, slightly frustrated moood(didnt get to have much fun with my bf tonight) im worrying a little....am i really that fucked up??i WANT my arms to look like this... seirously...
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its funny, normally i cant stand a silent room, but right now every tap of the keys is torture to me, tried to relax just now, a bath with bubbles and all, bf on the phone, anything to calm me. the...
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while eveyrthing is going great... and i admit that, this weekend coming up is going to be awesome, but i hve this strong strong feeling like i just want to give up and die :)its almost as strong as...
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Hello good mood.please last :Dif you dont last, i'll see you tomorrow :)xxxyours sincerlySD
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I've always lived my life with a 'who-am-i-to-judge" attitude, i apply that to most things people tell me and i whole heartedly believe it, Because with all the things ive done wrong in my life i am...
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I cut last nightfirst and foremost, i fucking caved, wrist, leg, arm. all carved to shit. and what good did it do me? im still depressed today.no one gives a shit. shoulda gone another few cm and...
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Just Broken Beyond Repair.Feeling VERY poetic and id love to write but im feeling way to sick to do that.i hate this.feeling nauseas all the time, wanna be sick, cant, dont need to go to the...
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- i wish he wouldnt call me beautiful, pretty, gorgeous or sexy, because i know im not and i know im fat and ugly and i just wish he would tell me he keeps me around for company and the fact i put...
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Im coming up for a month clean of cutting, not intentional. just avent been triggered t the moment.it wont last but while it is it feels greeat, went to my bfs tonight that was really fun and i had a...
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yep... my mother hates me...yes i cant walk properlybut.... i spent about half an hour stuck in a shelter with my goats today... trying to fix feeders is hard with 2 young goats jumping on you,...
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well its utter relief to have been out of the house yesterdayi love my bfs place, he lives with his aunt and shes amazing.he didnt tell me off for my leg which looks like its been run ovr with a...
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Things got a little better since the last blow out with my mother...but you know things cant be good for long...low and behold... i was awake half an hour and shes at me again, im going to my bfs...
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Okay, so my last post has sort of escalated...i spent saturday night at a party and told my mum i was crashing there the night. i had planned to go to my BFs (he was with me) and tell mum i didnt...
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Well im now just Damaged... cause my mum commented on my scars on my arms today said they didnt look like animals scratches (i worked at a farm with rabbits and alot of other animals and thats what i...
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I was awake for no longer than 13 minutes.. yes i looked at the clock. 12:13 noon and already i wanted to cut, cry, scream, drink or die.... My sister had another day off school which i would...
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