Nice to know i mean fuck all to you

so ive been ditched tonight. bf loves his sick gf enough to wanna spend time with her but noone else has even asked me what im doing.
i get it. im boring but god sometimes it would be nice to be asked.
so my day went from shit to catastrophic, im sick so eveyrhting petty pisses me off, first of all the lady who was gunna buy my rabbit didnt show up or get back to me this is like number 5 whos fucked me around and im darn fucking sick of it.
THEN i offered to make dinner for my bf and his aunt today and i fucked it up, ive now quit cooking, im  not cooking nothing anhymore, NOTHING. im embarassed to take my food to my bfs place
its hot and sticky and my bf wantsd to go out tonight id love nothng more than to go out but my sickness is bring me do far fucking down. i just want to lay down and die.
got our new puppy home and mum and dad are sick of him already. its like ffs wtf did u expect....
 
i just give up.... on everything.