Guinevere19
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- The last time I had a drink was August 30th and next week I am going to an office party where alcohol will be served. I have been to these before so I know there won't be heavy drinking but I am worried that I will be tempted to have just one glass...
- So today it has been 30 days since I had a drink. Some days have been difficult, others have been great. I have found that I am much less anxious than when I a drinking because I don't have to worry if I will be too hungover to go to work in the...
- I don't really know where to start so here it goesI have known for a while that I have a problem with drinking. I don't drink every day but, when I do, I drink a lot. Last night was one of those nights. Now I just feel sick. I'm tired of living this...
- Sometimes I just feel like I'm hit by all the bad emotions- sadness, loneliness, fear, grief, anger, frustration. It gets so overwhelming that I can't breath and I want to just scream.It usually happens in the middle of the night when all I can...
- I have my good days and my bad days. Today is a pretty bad day. I'm not really sure why.
- On June 28, I came home from class at about 10:00. There were a bunch of police cars and an ambulance in front of my house. My father came outside and told me my brother had died. My mother had found him in his room not breathing. She called 911 and...
- I'm tired. Tired of being depressed, tired of being stressed out, tired of being screwed up, tired of being scared and just tired of being tired. I was doing good for a few weeks but lately (and today especially) I haven't been doing as well. I...
- My ex (who hasn't shown up for a visit in 6 months) has been calling me all week saying he will come on Saturday for the visit. I already know that I will be pissed off if he doesn't show and if he does show up (since he hasn't been here in so...
- My ex keeps calling me and my mother in the middle of the night. He called me several times today, too. He tries to tell me that he calls to check on our daughter but if he really cared he'd show up for the visits the judge gave him. Plus he doesn't...
- I went to court last week because my ex was in contempt of court for not paying child support. The judge ordered an arrest warrant. I just wanted to know do the police actively go out and look for these dead beat dads? Or is it up to the moms to fin...
- After I left my abusive boyfriend, I began to get very, very depressed. It's been 3 years and its like I'm still being victimized because I'm still letting it affect me so much. There are times when I feel so guilty for having depression. I feel...
- There are times when I feel so guilty about my depression. I just want to be there more for my daughter. Her dad is not around so she needs me to be there. There are days when I can barely get out of bed. She tells me that she doesn't want Mommy to...
- Tomorrow, I go back to court for the final hearing for visitation and child support and for a contempt of court hearing I filed against my ex. It was supposed to be last Monday but he was "sick." When he didn't show up for his visit yesterday, i...
- My ex hasn't paid any child support since it was ordered in August. I filed for contempt of court and we go on Monday for the hearing. If he's arrested, how does it work? Will he have to have someone bail him out? How do I get the money? And what...
- I was abused by my ex boyfriend. He abused me mentally, sexually, physically, emotionally...any way he could. We have a daughter together and I've been having to see him in court. He always looks over at me smiling. He used to laugh when he would...