Have I told you all lately that I love you? I need each and every one of you so much. Here we are, We made it through another Mother's Day. Hmmm. I was certainthat this broken heart of mine would kill me. Every time I wake up I'm a little surprised that I'm still here. Maybe we can live through this.   My son Jake gave me the best card ever. It says, You taught me resiliance, hope and how to make people cry with swear words, you're my mom and I love you.   On this of all days, I miss you, my beautiful, sweet Jeff.