Man, have I been missing Jeff tonight. It seems like so long ago that he was with me. Sometimes ot all seems like a dream. His whole existence, just a dream. How can this be?  My husband and I are buying a house. I have my two adult sons with me now. Ever since Jeff passed I need them close to me. Odd how things work out, huh? Now All three of the boys will have their own bedrooms. That has never happened before. It has a beautiful red brick fireplace with a special place above it for Jeff's urn.