I did it. I made it through yesterday! And I did it without valium or ativan! I had my 2 sons and my husband with me. Last night we went out for coffee with Jeff's half brother and stepmother. That was kinda cool. They spent a lot of time at the hospital when Jeff had his transplant even though it was 100 miles from their home. When Jeff's dad and stepmother got divorced we got custody of the stepmother. Isn't that cool?   On Sunday my husband took me on a 500 mile road trip through Arizona. (mid-east) What a beautiful state we live in. We had such a wonderful trip it was hard to let the depression bug bite. I did, however, get stung by a scorpion. Very painful, I don't suggest it.   On Easter I asked my mom to go to Jerome, Az with me. Jeff's middle name is Jerome, after the coolest town in Az. She said yes. Then her ex asked her to go to Laughlin with him and she went. She didn't even call me. I am pretty bummed about that but I'll be alright. I would rather her go and have fun instead of going with me when she didn't want to. That wouldn't be fun for anyone.