Kook

My nephew and his wife gave birth to a very cutie baby boy today.   His name is Sullivan James .    He has so much hair i cant stop looking at it in the new pics.  I am a great uncle 3 times...

As soon as i finished writing the last journal...the phone rang twice.   one was a call back regarding a part time delivery job that the guy said hed try to work around my unemployment...the other...

Its dec 3rd.   3 years ago my broth Gary died of pancreatic cancer.  Today is his Birthday. He woulda been 55.  As i wrote this the visuals of all that wasnt there but that dread feeling was. ...

Living in NJ has a couple perks,  not a lot...but a couple.  One of them is the ocean.I went to one of the beaches the other night,  the moon was bright, slight breeze, and unusually warmer for...

Been prone to depression i guess all my life...i think im close right now cause im not feeling anything...if i do its alcohol and drugs...Im just happy that i know when i am...i used to not know and...

Here is my..... epiphany of the dayIts not the relationship or the person in it that is making me miserable and uneasy.It is not her ,  what she does,  what she doesnt do, what she thinks or dont...

Just woke up from a nap.  today started the plan of feeling better. I went to Barnes and Nobles and bought a meditation cd. Ya play it when you are to go to sleep. I felt so good while it was...

the end of the path...i can see the large rocks as soon as i get to the clearing of the brush.  As usual my little boy is sitting with knees to his chest...arms wrapped around his legs....This time...

As im walking along the path, up ahead there is a hill where large rocks lay.  They are square in shape, dark gray in color,  and the tops are weather beaten.  They are large enough to allow a car...

My nephew and his wife gave birth to a very cutie baby boy today.   His name is Sullivan James .    He has so much hair i cant stop looking at it in the new pics.  I am a great uncle 3 times...

My nephew and his wife gave birth to a very cutie baby boy today.   His name is Sullivan James .    He has so much hair i cant stop looking at it in the new pics.  I am a great uncle 3 times...

As soon as i finished writing the last journal...the phone rang twice.   one was a call back regarding a part time delivery job that the guy said hed try to work around my unemployment...the other...

Its dec 3rd.   3 years ago my broth Gary died of pancreatic cancer.  Today is his Birthday. He woulda been 55.  As i wrote this the visuals of all that wasnt there but that dread feeling was. ...

Living in NJ has a couple perks,  not a lot...but a couple.  One of them is the ocean.I went to one of the beaches the other night,  the moon was bright, slight breeze, and unusually warmer for...

Been prone to depression i guess all my life...i think im close right now cause im not feeling anything...if i do its alcohol and drugs...Im just happy that i know when i am...i used to not know and...