starynitesky05

my heart is longing for closeness with/from  someone online. like a really close friend. ( just with a women/girl )  - i want that type of deep closeness so bad. my heart is just so longing for it...

i just don't get people sometimes. why can't people just own up to it when they know they are wrong????  cuz its just so frustrating to know that you didn't do anything wrong that the other person...

 i really need to lose weight, like its so important my marriage depends on it.   it really does.   Also, trying so hard to be patient. with waiting for my mentor friend. cuz she has a really...

i love her so much she returned, answered another email to me yesterday. i miss her so much, hoping time goes by fast so i can see her. i love her lots and lots. shes my sister, i really think of her...

she emailed me back this morning. i miss her so much. i hope time goes fast so the month of June gets here cuz she is going to pick a day in June to get together with me. i can't wait to see her. i...

i hope the month of June gets here soon. cuz my mentor friend is acting like she will want to see me in that month. i really hope it happens because im missing her so much but that is nothing new...

Just heard that Bin Laden died.  "How was Obama able to get him, but two previous presidents weren't able to". Ew you bitch, this is all Bushs win, in or out of the house. Obama just carried on...

i've decided that she will only a sometimes friend to me, not a real friend because she is always going to be to busy for me. because i believe that if you really want to see someone you are going to...

for some reason lately ive been feeling all these different ways all at the same time. i just don't get what i need or what i need to do. im just feeling all different for some reason. i just am...

im not sure what i am feeling right now. everything just seems so confusing. and its making not sure what to feel. with my one friend. its just like even though she emailed me before she left. i...

she emailed me before she left for the beach today. :) i love her so much! i am praying she will want to see me sometime after she gets back from the beach. i am hoping that she much! cuz i can't...

i can't wait for when she gets back from the beach because i am missing her so much! i think about her everyday and im going to wait patiently for her. :)  my heart is just missing her so much. i...

she emailed me today. so im feeling abit more encouraged today. i love her so much and i might be getting together with her in about 3 weeks or so. i can't wait to see her, even though through...

it really feels like every single person i used to know is ignoring me and doesn't have time for me like at all! and the only friend i have left (my mentor friend)  is out of town, so i won't here...

i am really getting into music and playing the guitar. i just love it. im not really good at it yet but im trying and its a good hobby for me to get into. i really think it will really help me heal...