I've decided...

i've decided that she will only a sometimes friend to me, not a real friend because she is always going to be to busy for me. because i believe that if you really want to see someone you are going to make time for them no matter what.  so im really feeling like she only wants to talk to me or see me when she has nothing going on or when her other friends are busy. im just so sick of being a door mat to people to everyone i know! im so sick of it! its making me change myself like not being as nice as i used to be. because being to nice just made me a door mat. and i want it to stop.