starynitesky05

im just feeling a bit down right now. im just so tired of people not making time for me. i really hate that. i wish people made me at least a lil important. and not like i don't matter to them at...

im snowed in, cuz my area is getting a major snow storm. we are gettting hit hard.  did i mention how much i hate snow?  im looking forward to it all milting away.and it doesnt help that the only...

i really wish i had someone to talk to. im feeling really lonely right now. it seems like i can't get out of this funk. and im trying to lose weight, and it seems like i can't do it, when i want to...

i really hate how im always left feeling lonely again. and it just never ends. i need to try to meet some new friends. cuz everyone else is not making time for me at all. and im really sick of it.

feeling really down. cuz im really lonely again.  its hard feeling this way all the time. and its hard only having one real friend because she is a busy person so all the time in between when i see...

its been snowing since early this morning. we are getting alot of snow. im going to be so glad when it all milts. i mean it looks pretty but ill be glad when its gone. lol  praying the storm that...

my thanksgiving was so sos good!!!!!!!!!!!!!  cuz i got to see another special friend of mine. it was so good to see her!!!!!!!!!!!!  i had fun seeing her and her family for the first part of...

i can't wait to see my angel. i can't wait for her to get back with me to set up a date. i cant wait to see her. i love her so much!  im so thankful to have her in my life. im praying to God that my...

ok the mentor/friend that i keep talking about, i think things are better with us. last night she emailed me back and she wants to get together with me next month, Dec. and im going to give her, her...

If you do, it would make my day if you would add me. :-) here is mine: www.myspace.com/amber2406 feel free to add me id love it. 

just sitting here alone again while my hubby is at work. im really hoping his book sells. i hope we can get it to sell good. cuz it would help us out alot and he will feel really sucessful cuz it was...

its funny how much guys get into video games, i wonder if this is all guys because my husband is such a major gamer.  sometimes it annoys me because he gets so worked up over it, like if he is...

just feeling really blah. and im stressed out cuz of all this dept i have. i can't wait til its all paid off. cuz its really stressful, stressing me out. but i have hope it will get better. and im...

ok she finally wrote back but from the email i felt like she was only emailing me just cuz to get me off her back like she is sick of me or something. im worried shes sick of me. so im mad that i...

im so afriad i messed things up with my mentor friend. i feel like she thought i was bugging her cuz of me emailing her. i didnt mean for it to seem that way, i just miss her already, and i really...