starynitesky05

im hating how much i am missing her but she always gets to busy for me. and the thing that isn't going to be fair is that when she gets to old to be busy and would want someone to sit with her for a...

Oh im missing her so much. i can't wait for when she gets back from the beach, cuz we might be getting together. i hope time goes fast cuz im looking forward to getting together so much. i really...

found out today that i have to wait to talk to someone like counselling for help. because i need my insurance upgraded. which i can't do until november but can't make an appointment until January....

not giving up on meeting people cuz there are still acouple more churches i haven't tryed yet. so im praying something works out. please still keep me in prayer.  cuz im still going through alot.

just feeling down. not sure about everything. not sure what im supposed to do.  why dont people like me?

soon ill be taking a big step in getting help for what i have been going through. with everything i have been going through this fast year and before, i am really going to get real help. i am going...

last night i went to a new small group for the first time. i really hope the people in the group liked me. i really hope so. i guess im just worried that they didn't like me even though i was...

she emailed me this morning and with what she was telling me and encouraging me i feel a bit better about everything. because there are things that i didn't write in any entrys on here about how i...

I'm thankful that she is still in my life. i am going to be a better friend to her. i love her so much!

my heart is longing for close friendship so bad that it really is hurting and my heart is breaking. i know it would be long distance but i need close friendship so bad from someone ( just no guys,...

I'm so thankful she still cares about me. 

feeling down cuz im worried im being annoying to her, im worried she is frustrated with me. the one thing i do know is that, i know im not bugging her, so i don't know what it is that i am doing.  i...

im really doing it. I'm giving my mentor friend alot of space cuz the last time she emailed me, at the end of her email she said she was going to have a really busy couple of weeks cuz she is going...

i think i took things the wrong way cuz the both of us are 2 different people and need 2 different things in the friendship. i don't think she meant it to be mean, cuz i got an email from her...

ok i got my hopes up again when i was with my mentor friend. i was thinking about things after i left her today and i think the reason why i keep getting my hopes broken when i am with her is because...