starynitesky05

(my mentor friend.) she emailed me yesterday and wants to get together with me this friday the 18th. :) im meeting her and a local coffee shop and just going to hangout and chat. i love going to...

things are better cuz she emailed me yesterday. and it made things better with somethings that she said. so im feeling better about her now. and i still love her lots! and i am never going to be able...

Feeling down and hurt. My mentor friend said she was going to do something cuz she asked about it and wanted to do it then I was like yeah let's do it then now she just backed out of it and doesn't...

i saw my mentor friend and i miss her already! i had a really nice time with her and it was so hard to leave her! it really was. i just can't wait until i see her next! i hope time goes by fast. i...

i have an update on my mentor friend. she emailed a couple days ago and we are getting together on saturday the 29th. i am so happy and excited to see her and to spend sometime with her. i can't...

i dislike snow i really do. i hate how it can mess up plans. im bummed that this snow storm messed up plans that i had. but on the bright side at least i can see the group next week. so im hoping for...

I'm just feeling confused about everything. Why is it that I want to be with the person that hardly has anytime for me? And why do I still love her so much. I hate how this friendship with her will...

ok she emailed me this morning. i was happy about that but i was hoping she would want to set up our next get together. i feel disappointed that she didn't set up a date but i guess i have to be...

i can't wait to see her again. im looking forward to it so much. even though its only been like 2 weeks, i miss her already. but now im going to do things right, - im not sending her any messages...

im starting to worry if she really meant everything she said or not? like if she was just being nice and if she is going to keep her promise or is she just going to go back to her old ways. im...

i saw my mentor friend yesterday and i think that after i talked about my feelings and everything i have been going through she really understood, and she reassured me that she still loved and cared...

im missing the closeness with girlfriends. i miss it so much. it hurts that everyone doesn't have time for me. and they make me feel like i am being to much when i know i have gotten better with...

im so glad christmas is coming. cuz i need a happy holiday to get here. it always makes me happy to be with my family on christmas. *

ok i can really tell that besides my husband, i am really going to be a loner when he is at work. cuz the friends i actually do kinda have are ignoring me and it feels like they aren't even in my...

im not asking for much, all im asking is for and hoping for is for someone to think of me as important, not like someone the last in line.  i hate how i have to wait until she remembers me. i hate...