starynitesky05

feeling hurt today cuz me and my mentor friend had to confirm something for our get together and she is not taking the time to answer me. and ive been waiting so patiently for her to answer me. why...

my mentor friend emailed me back yesterday and our get together on the 23rd is confirmed. and that made me feel better and i just cant wait to see her. it will be the best christmas present ever -...

im thankful that yesterday i got to talk to my mentor friend on the phone and she talked to me for a while. im glad she took alot of time to talk to me that really helped. and the conversation we had...

ok so im soooo loving this game Skyrim. Is anyone else on here hooked on this game too?????  im sooo hooked on it!!!  and im having alot of fun with it. and its helping me feel better with...

im such a fool for giving in. earlyer today i gave in and sent my mentor friend a text letting her know about my email. she sent me one text and one email and said she was worried but the only reason...

i saw Breaking Dawn last night and i loved it so much. I'm really getting hooked on the movies and books. and just the whole story in general. im so into it. :)  now i am looking forward to the part...

i took a big stand. im not going to be taken advantage of anymore. the email acount that she emails me at. i deleted the whole account. if she is going to be to busy to email me then whats the point?...

even though these things have hurt me i still care so much for her and i think that not having her in my life at all would be worse so i am going to try hard to look past how she does things with our...

Actually no not this time. It's the older friend that I have that was like a mentor of mine. For the last couple of years I feel like she has really taken me for granted and advantage of me in a way....

its so crazy its snowing in my area right now. and its still october. we have around 4 inches so far and its still snowing and sleeting out. hope the roads will be ok by tomorrow. and the time with...

worried that she is going to forget about me. im praying so hard that one day she will want to be a regular friend that doesn't have as many boundaries as her and i have that she likes to have on...

just feeling really blah right now. its just so hard when it feels like they win. i really hate how when im not even around them they still make me feel like crap. 

went to the store the other night and they had some pumpkin that you can cook with. im so thankful that the shortage is over so i can start to bake. baking does help with what im feeling depressed...

Is anyone else out there noticing that there is a shortage of pumkin. like the kind in a can that u can cook with? i really hope they can make some more soon cuz i know ME and alot of people out of...

things are are better with things i talked about in my last journal. things are better with me and my mentor friend. and i get to see her on friday. but now im worried about my husband's job. he...