scottbeach1962

karen one of cindys sisters called late and invited me up on my answering machine.did not go felt out of place ,only talked to her or saw her the week cindy pasted away.she has not called or stopped...

today 24 years ago cindy and i started dating.doing ok so far.

today is my birthday the first time in 24 years cindy is not here to wish me a happy birthday .there are days i do ok today is not one of those days i miss her.

   wendy got to my house on the 24 of september we spent two weeks there counting the two days we went niagara falls on the canada side thats was great ..we flew out of pittsburgh on the 6 of...

the time is getting closer i only have 21 days left at work before i quit and 22 days before Wendy lands in pittsburgh i am slowly getting my stuff taken care of i cant wait until she gets here i...

i had a great visit with wendy in australia i was nice being with her again and the country is beautiful .the flight was very long being in the air for 20 hours wasnt to bad because i knew wendy...

i had a long talk with Mandy today about the feeling i have for Wendy and about me moving to be with Wendy .its hard telling your kids even if they are your step children i have raised Mandy since...

    went to the core ceremony today mandy came with me it was nice but sad at the same time seeing about 200 poeple  or more there was good and bad knowing how many people were helped by everyone...

my life is better but this goal will never be at 100 percent because no matter how i am doing i will always miss and think about cindy . i had a great time in vegas with wendy and life is getting...

just got back from vegas and had a great time but not long enough .saw  vegas and all the sites went to the grand canyon had the best time in a long time .being with wendy was great i feel good and...

     i must have a good luck charm . i finally got some good news when to see the glaucoma doctor and he said the other doctor was doing a good job and he has it under control and i am to see him...

mandy finally pasted her driver licence test . she got it after the fourth try .it was the first time i went with her .she must of needed me to pass . i started it so i must of had to finish it...

i have to go to the notary to deal with another insurance company.it is 1 pm and i have to get my a-- moving

i don't get pissed off as often as i did at first.and i don't blow up and the guys at work to often .only when they do or say sometime stupid .

getting tired of the cold weather i know it happens every year.the snow i have no problem but the cold just sucks the life out of you