scottbeach1962

thursday night i got a stomach virus,called off work friday,did go to work on saturday only to work for two hours.went home sat on the couch and watched the steelers win.feeling a little better today...

sleep better last night .helped my back a little.but had a bad day every little thing set me off at work.

i sleep in our bed for the first time in about 2 months.did not sleep very well,but it had to be done.was killing my back .hope tonight i sleep better.

it has been about 2 months that i have not sleep in my bed ,holidays were bad and i think i just wanted to sleep next to were cindy pasted away on the couch.but it is about time i go back to bed.

karen one of cindys sisters called late and invited me up on my answering machine.did not go felt out of place ,only talked to her or saw her the week cindy pasted away.she has not called or stopped...

today 24 years ago cindy and i started dating.doing ok so far.

today is my birthday the first time in 24 years cindy is not here to wish me a happy birthday .there are days i do ok today is not one of those days i miss her.