scottbeach1962

my life is better but this goal will never be at 100 percent because no matter how i am doing i will always miss and think about cindy . i had a great time in vegas with wendy and life is getting...

just got back from vegas and had a great time but not long enough .saw  vegas and all the sites went to the grand canyon had the best time in a long time .being with wendy was great i feel good and...

     i must have a good luck charm . i finally got some good news when to see the glaucoma doctor and he said the other doctor was doing a good job and he has it under control and i am to see him...

mandy finally pasted her driver licence test . she got it after the fourth try .it was the first time i went with her .she must of needed me to pass . i started it so i must of had to finish it...

i have to go to the notary to deal with another insurance company.it is 1 pm and i have to get my a-- moving

i don't get pissed off as often as i did at first.and i don't blow up and the guys at work to often .only when they do or say sometime stupid .

getting tired of the cold weather i know it happens every year.the snow i have no problem but the cold just sucks the life out of you 

thursday night i got a stomach virus,called off work friday,did go to work on saturday only to work for two hours.went home sat on the couch and watched the steelers win.feeling a little better today...

sleep better last night .helped my back a little.but had a bad day every little thing set me off at work.

i sleep in our bed for the first time in about 2 months.did not sleep very well,but it had to be done.was killing my back .hope tonight i sleep better.

it has been about 2 months that i have not sleep in my bed ,holidays were bad and i think i just wanted to sleep next to were cindy pasted away on the couch.but it is about time i go back to bed.

karen one of cindys sisters called late and invited me up on my answering machine.did not go felt out of place ,only talked to her or saw her the week cindy pasted away.she has not called or stopped...

today 24 years ago cindy and i started dating.doing ok so far.

today is my birthday the first time in 24 years cindy is not here to wish me a happy birthday .there are days i do ok today is not one of those days i miss her.

   wendy got to my house on the 24 of september we spent two weeks there counting the two days we went niagara falls on the canada side thats was great ..we flew out of pittsburgh on the 6 of...