Hope1004

I know it has been months since I dated Sunny.  But I am still so angry at him.  Like burning anger still.  I don't know how to correctly journalize it.I guess I feel so played and so used......

Most days I'm doing fine, but today I became so aware of how alone I feel romantically.  I miss the stupid little things I had when I was in a relationship with the last guy. Everyday as I drove to...

ARGH!My ex has contacted my brother on Tuesday because he cannot get a hold of me.  Yes, I blocked his cell phone number, but there are other ways of contacting me if he really wanted to. Goodness...

Last Night I had a very Odd dream about my ex that made me feel conflicted.I know I am beyond angry at my ex.  But last night, the dream I had makes me feel guilty of that anger.  I am a...

It's now 2018, a new year. Try as I might, today I just find it hard to be happy and hopeful. For some reason, I feel such anger toward my break up.  It has been almost 5 months.  I mean most of...

For the holidays, I kept busy with work (oh so many deadlines), holiday shopping and such.  I even added people to my list.In place of my (finally admitting it) narcasstic ex bf, I did an Angel Wish...