Hard day

Most days I'm doing fine, but today I became so aware of how alone I feel romantically.  I miss the stupid little things I had when I was in a relationship with the last guy. Everyday as I drove to and from work, we would talk on the phone. I hate talking on the telephone even with my best friends, but with him I loved it. We could talk for hours and it was never enough. I miss his I love you text I would wake up to everyday and all the stupid jokes and teasing. I miss talking to him and looking forward to weekends and planning out what we would do together.

Even though I'm super busy at work, and my friends and church buddies are blowing up my phone, I really miss a text from him.  Maybe not specifically him, maybe just miss that close connection I felt with him. I miss being in a happy relationship. I am pushing myself onward today. Just feeling really down and missing that relationship.