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- How infuriating it is to 'name your discussion'! This depression is so crippling I can't even think what to call the topic I want to rant about. I can't move, I can't do anything - it took six hours just to take a bath today. I can't even sleep at...
- I can feel it's back. The depression. Yay... It's funny how, after a lifetime of companionship, I can just know when it's back.Anybody else feel the same?
- I miss you today. I look at your little sister and can't help but think how much you would have liked her. I look at your big brother and can't help but think how you would have protected him.I'm not angry anymore, I just miss you.
- I'm sitting here with a handful of pills at my office desk. We have skeleton staff and my door is locked from the inside, so they won't find me for a while.I can't go on like this. Everything is turning upside down and again everyone I love has to...
- My daughter is dead. My beautiful baby girl died unexpectedly of septicemia three days before we were supposed to take her home from the hospital.I don't know what to do. I miss her so much. She was my friend. She was my little girl and now...
- I need my fix!! (Food, of course). It's been a hectic three days between home, work and family. Nothing has gone wrong, but I feel stressed and tired and I need anything edible!! I have the 'shakes' and am trying to fight this feeling with every...
- I am so sick of this. I have just come out of a two week binge. I didn't even try to stop, I just don't have the strength anymore. Gosh, what I wouldn't give to just wake up tomorrow morning and this will all be over. I wish to God I could just...
- All the articles and doctor's advice tells us to look into yourself and identify your strengths and weaknesses. Doing this only makes me more depressed, but seeing as my life can't get any worse, here goes...I am: Selfish Self-centered...
- I have found a great way to deal with my obsession with food and I just have to share it with you.I keep a little black book. Not of food, but as a sort of journal. It fits right in my handbag, or even my jeans pocket and I can take it everywhere....
- I have been an emotional eater all my life, and as a result I have been obese for most of my life. I've realized how much my obesity is putting my life in danger and it's been going really well with avoiding trigger foods and exercising. But I...
- I have a confession. I drove into the back of a truck this past week. I told my family that the breaks on my car failed, but the truth is that I wasn't looking where I was going because I was trying to pick up the last peace of chocolate that fell...
- I have been binging for three days straight. I am literally so sick. I feel nauseous, have constant headache and my neck muscles went into spasm this afternoon. Yet I can't stop eating. I am so stuffed, but whenever I see anything lying around...
- I finally have everything I thought I needed to be happy. The new job with a bigger salary, a family, I'm getting married. But suddenly I feel more depressed than I have in a long time. I feel that I don't deserve these things and it's probably...
- Is being an obsessive eater some form of OCD? I am a compulsive cleaner and when I binge it feels the same as when I'm trying to clean something until it breathes, lol.Can anyone give some insight, please?
- I wonder sometimes what the lives of my family and fiancee would be like if I didn't exist. It feels as if every thing that goes wrong in any of their lives is my fault and that they would be better off not knowing me. Is there anyone else who...