charmingdisaster

My week has not been too good. I have an issue with a guy who is for the most part stalking me now. I was proactive and after receiving threats, I got a restraining order on him. Things seemed to...

This may be me looking too far into things but I feel that I have been abandoned on here. People have unfriended me and no one seems to care about what happens to me. I just don't understand.

I am sitting here upset while seeing all the messages from him. He is trying to be nice to me now and saying he is worried about me. I know he is trying to make me feel bad and talk to him but I...

I am back on here because things are really hard again for me but I am trying to get better. In regards to the last journal entry, I am not pregnant. Also, I am not having anything to do with that...

So I have been extremely stressed out lately and trying to stay sober so I haven't been online much. I was watching tv and accidently caught a nasty rape scene which caught me way off guard. I have...

I hadn't had time to write a journal entry lately but I had another bad experience with men. I know that I am really not supposed to be doing anything really drastic in my life like a relationship...

I can honestly say that for the first time this year, I am actually feeling ok. The problem with my supposed best friend is far from over but I am getting through it as best I can. I have not really...

so far the cravings have been bad but I am still going to my meetings and calling my sponsor. Today is when I am going to write out one of the rapes for my therapy session tomorrow. I am really...

Today I am feeling ok. Last night was a little scary mainly because I saw that one of my old friends (that still uses) sent me an email wanting to know how I am. I did not send anything back yet...

I find it too easy to just not come on here and not stay active but I have to because I need the help and support. Whenever I am not doing well or going down, I end up closing off everything and...

I had to call my sponsor tonight. So far, I have not been too bad as far as my cravings go but the last few weeks have been hard. I do not really have any friends which I know I will but for now it...

I am new to ds and hope this can help my recovery. My focus for this entry will be more towards my addiction. I started using when I was 19 with a now ex boyfriend. It did not take long for me to be...