Beckay

Why is everything so fucking hard for me? (8) Exhausted is an understatement.

There is a Hell believe me Iv seen it, there is a heaven let's keep it a secret. PRAY FOR THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMDSmpZ2qJI&oref=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.youtube.com%2Fresults%3Fsearch_query%3Dfriday%2Bnight%2Bdinner%26aq%3Df&has_verified=1   always makes me laugh. love this program....

Let the darkness is. The feelings of anger, The crushing feelings of loss of self control, the suffocating upset that engulfs your impressionable, young heart. Heartless, and thoughtless is what you...

I will never let you fall, i'l stand up forever. Il be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven. true words that I would do. If only someone felt that about me. :/

The tears fall, and seep out of her walls,She holds her sides together to stop the pain,and she slides further away from being sane.She sceams so loud, but has no right,so she bowed.Darkness falls...

3 whole words, and 8 letters lateand that would've worked, on me yesterdayWe're not the same, I wish that could change..But it can't.   I will never belive the words, I love u, because it's alwys...

The girl sits there, wasting away through the mental pain, and anguish that has attached itself, to her. Trust barriers put up as high as the naked eye can c, trapped in her prison. She lets go, and...

We are an example of, why not to fall in loveIt takes a turn and then it hurtsmore than you could dream of.Well you've got nothing to loseExcept for me and you.And I love that attitudeWhen you know...

I'm on my way of letting go of my demons, but still got far 2 go, but I'm glad i just did what i did without thinking it through, because I wouldn't have passed that hurdle otherwise.

My heart was helped and had life pumped back into it by you. Never been happier, until the dawning reality reminds me that I'm not supposed 2 b this happy person that get's lucky, or has good things...

A whole week of being sober, woooo. Not as hard as I thought it would b, I still have the urges of drinking, but I jus do something else to keep my mind off it, and I have my family, friends, and my...

I look at people, and get to know people, and I feel envious sometimes. Then I look at my own life, and although it's not ideal, at least I'm alive, and have food and water to hand, I have a family,...

I felt isolated and completly alone, until I reached out, and I have support from the most unlikely people I would think of. Now I realise that's who I can call real friends. 

Happiness is my stranger, came knocking the door yesterday. Figured out he didn't like me, not surprised. He left without wanting me to feel the warmth and joy that he spread to the whole world. He...