Beckay

My heart was helped and had life pumped back into it by you. Never been happier, until the dawning reality reminds me that I'm not supposed 2 b this happy person that get's lucky, or has good things...

I have helped him slow down his drinking, which i feel awesome 4, but I havn't drank a single drop in 2 weeks, now that's a big thing 4 me. I'm scared that if i have a drink with him, my bad habit of...

Jealousy only has one friend                                                    YOU!!!!

wondering when the day will come where somwtrhing will help me, or more appealing when I leave this earth, and get to b set free of all this shit I'm dealing wit atm. I can't do this anymore. I'm...

A whole week of being sober, woooo. Not as hard as I thought it would b, I still have the urges of drinking, but I jus do something else to keep my mind off it, and I have my family, friends, and my...

I have a bad feeling bout this, n normally wen I do, it comes true. :/

Fuck everyone, I hate it. anger bubbles through these veins, rains down on me like invisible boulders, they make there way through through the air, to my chest. they rip into me wit pure, delighted...

I look at people, and get to know people, and I feel envious sometimes. Then I look at my own life, and although it's not ideal, at least I'm alive, and have food and water to hand, I have a family,...

my brother is so cool :)

Torn, in two minds, don't know how to feel, wish me n u had the perfect situation and the same feelings, so this heatache would have never happened, and my mind wouldnt b so confused, and f#'@ked....

So this is the end, of you and mewe had a good run, and I'm setting you freeto do as you want, to do as you please without me..Remember when, you were my boatand I was your seatogether we'd float,...

GRWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wt a tw#t, arghh f##n idiot. I wanna punch him, dickhead. This is the reason y he's an ex. grwwww. 

Completly confused, My feelings are changing everyday, just don't know what I want, or who I want. Kinda 2 confused myself to explain. :/. 

Again another night of nausea, I hate this. I constantly feel like i'm going to be sick, it's horrible, and I'm bloated again. 2dy i done better because I actually did eat something, I ate two...

I felt isolated and completly alone, until I reached out, and I have support from the most unlikely people I would think of. Now I realise that's who I can call real friends.