Beckay

Happppppppyyyyy!!!!!!!! Goin 2 c pendulum n hadokun in decmeber wooooooo i serioulsy can't wait. Nufin can dampen my mood now. 

How much can I serioulsy take. yh yesterdy was a drunken mistake, but it was the first time i felt gd, now it won't happen again, n all iv wanted ws u 2 give us a chance, cuz u do lik my comapny n u...

Life ceems 2 b shit, but i'm in a happy mood which makes every problem insignificant 2 how i feel. I havnt felt like this 4 aslong as i can remeber, so i'm even more happy n i feel this  wy 4 no...

U start to think life can't get any worse, but then it surprises u, n does get worse, but that's life, that's what it's like. Too many things to content, and think bout, for me 2 really acccept that...

Y can't i jus keep my mouth shut, urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, y? I hate how i feel, jus i'm not myself, and I cause all these arguemnts, without knowing i will. I wnt everything 2 b the wy it ws 2 years ago,...

Jus fuckin leave me alone, hoe dare you have a go at me. If people have nufin nice 2 sy 2 me then don't say it, wel that means i won't b 2lkin 2 anybody. U don't know how it feels 2 have constant...

I've got so used to carrying on, and not showing how i really feel, and this has had a terrible effect on me, and i don't know what to do anymore. Relationships have jus caused me to withdraw more...

I hate how she thinks she can jus do this. How dare she flirt wit him, knowing i adore him, but not want to b with him at all. She knows i like him, how dare she do this to me. Y is she actin like a...

Tired, all the time, depressed as hell n jus wnna dig a hole n 2 sit in it n not come out. 

:( U'v beat it once and you can again i belive you can, don't let go :'(

I wanna leave. All you do is cause pain and misery for me. Your meant to be my dad but your a bully. I hate you. You say you love me but you have a funny way of showing it. Constantly bringing up my...

Couldn't have asked for a better day. Had so much fun with my lovely paul, and had a brillant time at the pub. All i can say is that was just what I needed to feel better again :) 

I'm not going to be blackmailed by u. thought you were my friend, obviously not. By giving me an ultimatum its either u or my bf, i'm obvs gonna stay wit my bf. Yh he's far from perfect but i don't...

http://youtu.be/XXfmjMlPEic          copy and paste this into ur browder wenever you feel glum, because its made me feel so much better.Oh by the way don't if your a religious fanatic or close...

you will never realise how i feel until you have been to hell and back and felt betrayed, unloved, and worth nothing. you will never realise how ill i feel unless you've experienced how it feels to...