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I wish I could find my half brothers. They are called Richard, and Damian. They may have my dad's last name which is Phillips. His first name is Derek. However, they havn't seen my dad at all. My dad...

:( U'v beat it once and you can again i belive you can, don't let go :'(

WTH. Y would you put me on antibiotics that have a side effect of depression. I felt so good and normal that it was too good to be true. Ok granted, you don't know Iv had it, but one thing you...

WTH i spend 4 months being nice to you, trying to get you to talk to me and then we got back to being best mates again. You have no self confidence and you felt that you had no friends and you had...

I don't drink much anymore which makes me anxious as I have no money, and with anxiety comes anger. With all the added things that frustrate me my anger is spiraling outta my control. Now my bf...

Couldn't have asked for a better day. Had so much fun with my lovely paul, and had a brillant time at the pub. All i can say is that was just what I needed to feel better again :) 

I'm not going to be blackmailed by u. thought you were my friend, obviously not. By giving me an ultimatum its either u or my bf, i'm obvs gonna stay wit my bf. Yh he's far from perfect but i don't...

http://youtu.be/XXfmjMlPEic          copy and paste this into ur browder wenever you feel glum, because its made me feel so much better.Oh by the way don't if your a religious fanatic or close...

feel terrible, and wonder y i'm treated like this?

I'm aching all over my body and have cramp everywhere. What's happening to me? :( I'm really scared. 

There is a Hell believe me Iv seen it, there is a heaven let's keep it a secret. PRAY FOR THE DEAD!!!!!!!!!!! 

This is not the life I wnna live.

I will never let you fall, i'l stand up forever. Il be there for you through it all, even if saving you sends me to heaven. true words that I would do. If only someone felt that about me. :/

The tears fall, and seep out of her walls,She holds her sides together to stop the pain,and she slides further away from being sane.She sceams so loud, but has no right,so she bowed.Darkness falls...

Now I'm not pretty and I'm not coolBut I'm fat and ugly and proud, so fuck youWe are the anti-cancerWe are the only answerStripped down, we want you deadBut what's inside of me, you'll never knowWe...