Beckay

Happiness is my stranger, came knocking the door yesterday. Figured out he didn't like me, not surprised. He left without wanting me to feel the warmth and joy that he spread to the whole world. He...

Everywhere i go, Everyone i meet, Everytime I try n fall in love, They all wnna know why i'm so broken, Why am I so cold, why I'm so hard inside, Why am I scared, What am I afraid of, I dont even...

Happppppppyyyyy!!!!!!!! Goin 2 c pendulum n hadokun in decmeber wooooooo i serioulsy can't wait. Nufin can dampen my mood now. 

maybe I'm just a stress to everyone's life, and its just better if i go back in the shadows and not come back out.  :/

Fuck off depression I refuse to let you get a hold of me again. SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

Why did you just leave me to suffer on my own? why did you turn a blind eye to it and refuse it was happening? more importantly why did you neglect me?. two whole years of my life have been...

If you approved, you would see just how happy he makes me. :/

:( U'v beat it once and you can again i belive you can, don't let go :'(

I love him, but iv had to give him up. :'(. I havnt felt pain like this 4 awhile. I can't breath. I want to die.

http://youtu.be/uYLuBjos2Xc best song to chill to :)

WTH. Y would you put me on antibiotics that have a side effect of depression. I felt so good and normal that it was too good to be true. Ok granted, you don't know Iv had it, but one thing you...

WTH i spend 4 months being nice to you, trying to get you to talk to me and then we got back to being best mates again. You have no self confidence and you felt that you had no friends and you had...

I don't drink much anymore which makes me anxious as I have no money, and with anxiety comes anger. With all the added things that frustrate me my anger is spiraling outta my control. Now my bf...

Couldn't have asked for a better day. Had so much fun with my lovely paul, and had a brillant time at the pub. All i can say is that was just what I needed to feel better again :) 

FUCKING TRAITOR!!!!!!!!! :'(