Please God
Please God help me,
to keep a nice attitude when her father,
who did not gave a hoot about her for more than three months,
comes to take her out.
Please God help me,
to leave my anger and my sadness out of me when he comes to drop her off and
she is really happy to have her dad back.
I am her mom, but I am also a daughter and there is few things better in live than
hugging your dad at the end of the night!
Give me the strenght God, not for me but for her.
She is a great young woman, she will be an excellent writer and or a professor one day.
God please watch out for her, make sure he doesn't brake her heart.
I know am asking for too much, but God in your infinite love and kindness give me an ounce of patience. Because if I don't have it, then where will she go if anything goes wrong with him, and it will.
I have chosen not to tell her about all the things he did to me.
She knows some but not everything, but I do not want to tell her, because if he almost broke me, what would it do to her? Is my job as a mom to protect her from as much pain as I can. Does she really needs to know that he spent every cent from her college fund on one of her girlfriends? Or the horrible things he said to me?
She is older I know, but I also know her, remember God she went into a very bad depression? She just feeling better now.
I am nobody God, just a divorce mom trying to get by, to be strong, to be a good mom. God I am so tired! Exhausted really.
Please God, just a little bit of strenght, of wisdom, of patience will be so good right about now.
Keep her safe when I can't, keep me sane for a little longer.
In fact God,can you give strength to every divorce/separated mom/dad who feels like the world it just going to collapse in top of them?
I am so tired, just a cup of hope please!
Thank you for listening,
Amen
to keep a nice attitude when her father,
who did not gave a hoot about her for more than three months,
comes to take her out.
Please God help me,
to leave my anger and my sadness out of me when he comes to drop her off and
she is really happy to have her dad back.
I am her mom, but I am also a daughter and there is few things better in live than
hugging your dad at the end of the night!
Give me the strenght God, not for me but for her.
She is a great young woman, she will be an excellent writer and or a professor one day.
God please watch out for her, make sure he doesn't brake her heart.
I know am asking for too much, but God in your infinite love and kindness give me an ounce of patience. Because if I don't have it, then where will she go if anything goes wrong with him, and it will.
I have chosen not to tell her about all the things he did to me.
She knows some but not everything, but I do not want to tell her, because if he almost broke me, what would it do to her? Is my job as a mom to protect her from as much pain as I can. Does she really needs to know that he spent every cent from her college fund on one of her girlfriends? Or the horrible things he said to me?
She is older I know, but I also know her, remember God she went into a very bad depression? She just feeling better now.
I am nobody God, just a divorce mom trying to get by, to be strong, to be a good mom. God I am so tired! Exhausted really.
Please God, just a little bit of strenght, of wisdom, of patience will be so good right about now.
Keep her safe when I can't, keep me sane for a little longer.
In fact God,can you give strength to every divorce/separated mom/dad who feels like the world it just going to collapse in top of them?
I am so tired, just a cup of hope please!
Thank you for listening,
Amen
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