Karen-Dugan
Status: I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once.
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It has been quite awhile since I wrote on here. Alot has happen, I have been very busy.On May 14th, Stacey(Paul's daughter) and Brian welcomed a new member to their family, Stacey gave birth to a...
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My Dearest Paul,As of yesterday 3/31/12, we would have celebrated 3 wonderful years together. It was a somber day for me, along with being a very frustrating one. We were not able to even celebrate...
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Today, was the first day of Spring Quarter at college. I have been trying to decided whether or not to attempt at taking 2 classes instead of 1. So this morning, before leaving for work, I got online...
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My Dear Paul,Earlier tonight, I accomplished something that I did not believe I could without you here with me. I completed another quarter in college. And to my surprise better then I thought I...
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My Dear Paul,It is going on 15 months since I lost you and it doesn't seem to be getting any easier. Every where I am, I still see you. There are still places I can't seem to get myself to go, or...
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A month ago, I met a man, who I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. But today, it proved that I was wrong. Tim and I broke up, I feel like I am back to where I was a year ago,...
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My Dear Paul,It has been a year and a couple of weeks since I lost you. I have given myself time to realize that I my life without you is not a nightmare, that I will awake to, but this is reality.I...
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My Dear Paul,I wanted to write and tell you about your son, Brian and Rachel's. Even though I know you were present, if not physically, you were there spiritually. Sarah and I were really debating...
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My dear Paul,Today I checked and found out that I got a B in my fall quarter class. I didn't think that I did that well, it helped my confidence level. Especially with registering for my winter...
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My Dear Paul, It is really hard to believe that it has been a year since you were taken from me and our children. It has been a really rough year, a year of first, a year of learning so many things...
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In the beginning of this journey that I am on, I didn't seem to have any trouble expressing myself. Especially crying, it seemed to really help my mood, they do say "Crying cleanses the soul". But it...
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I don't know if it is a good thing or not, but I am getting down the last of my first milestones.Today is the my first birthday alone, without my dear Paul. I remember last year, when I came home on...
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After going back and forth in my mind, for the past couple of weeks, over the decision of whether to quite my second job. To the point that I believe is what is making me feel ill and having my...
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This feeling of not being able to make a decision about whether to quite my second job is driving me crazy. The reason I got the second job was just in case, god forbid something happens to the...
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I attended another widow/widower support group meeting, our group seemed to have doubled, had to use the bigger room. Tonights meeting seemed to help me understand a little more of what I am going...
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