Karen-Dugan
Status: I try to take one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack me at once.
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My Dear Paul,I wanted to write and tell you about your son, Brian and Rachel's. Even though I know you were present, if not physically, you were there spiritually. Sarah and I were really debating...
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My dear Paul,Today I checked and found out that I got a B in my fall quarter class. I didn't think that I did that well, it helped my confidence level. Especially with registering for my winter...
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My Dear Paul, It is really hard to believe that it has been a year since you were taken from me and our children. It has been a really rough year, a year of first, a year of learning so many things...
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In the beginning of this journey that I am on, I didn't seem to have any trouble expressing myself. Especially crying, it seemed to really help my mood, they do say "Crying cleanses the soul". But it...
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I don't know if it is a good thing or not, but I am getting down the last of my first milestones.Today is the my first birthday alone, without my dear Paul. I remember last year, when I came home on...
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After going back and forth in my mind, for the past couple of weeks, over the decision of whether to quite my second job. To the point that I believe is what is making me feel ill and having my...
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This feeling of not being able to make a decision about whether to quite my second job is driving me crazy. The reason I got the second job was just in case, god forbid something happens to the...
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I attended another widow/widower support group meeting, our group seemed to have doubled, had to use the bigger room. Tonights meeting seemed to help me understand a little more of what I am going...
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It is going on 11 months as of the 3rd of November, since I lost my dear Paul. But it still doesn't seem to be getting any easier. If anything, the longer it is from losing Paul, the worse I seem...
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Tonight, I attended my first widow/widowers support group meeting. There was a pretty good size group, about 15 women and 2 men. I was really glad that I went, it was really nice to be in a group...
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Before joining DS, I was not a person who reached out for help, always dealt with it on my own. But I am so very thankful for the support and encourgement I have gotten from my special friends, here...
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My Dear Paul,Happy 64th Birthday, this is a very special day, it is the day that God gave us a very special, loving, trusting, smart and respected man. You are now and always will be my prince...
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It is still hard to believe it has been 9 months today since I lost my dear Paul and the children lost their father, even my daughter from my first husband, lost someone who she...
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I have had people tell me that I must be very strong to go through all that I have in my life, especially the last 26 months. Losing 2 husbands 19 months apart, working 2 jobs, going to school and...
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My life has always been very busy, between working and caring for my family. Even after my dear Paul died, it stayed that way. Then when I thought it would slow down. I realized I needed to get a...
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