maya_2187

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  Personality

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/24/2017

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  I always thought (and still think) that I have no personality. I don't have one thing that I'm good at, instead I'm mediocre at a spectrum of things. When I was 14 I started to build my personality around mental health. Mostly because, when I saw a friend group at school that had depression and anxiety, they were always so real with people and nice to them. They had deep and complex personalities, I wanted to be part of their group. I never had solid friends throughout elementary school or...

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  New Friend

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 became friends with DoctorKoopa.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 became friends with DoctorKoopa.

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  The Morning After

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

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  Hello. I think I'll try to write how I'm feeling in these little journals because I don't really ever write about myself. I'm used to thinking about what I'm feeling but I never really write it down. These are public for anyone who wants to relate, but they're mostly for me to get things off my chest. Every morning after a night like last night is always strange for me. Last night was the first night that I thought very seriously about killing myself. I never thought I'd get that bad. I texted...

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  Breakup

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

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  I think that I should go into depth about my relationship and how it ended. Why? Because I feel like it. When we met, I had no idea that he was in such a dark place. I'm a fixer, I like to help people when they aren't feeling okay. I was getting to know him for a couple months when I found out that he's chronically depressed. He was born with a chemically imbalanced brain. I started to fall in love with him for his charming personality. I knew that I wanted to stick with through anything...

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  I'm sorry

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Last Reply: depressedcakey 06/23/2017

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  I feel terrible that I call myself depressed. All that's happened to me is a parents' divorce and a couple terrible breakups. I have a good relationship with my body and my family. But every other night I only think about ways to die. I've been cutting and starving myself for reasons unknown to me. I don't understand why I'm sad everyday even when I've been productive and 'happy'. Happy is such a foreign emotion to me now. I'm sorry that I call myself depressed because I know someone's had it...

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  Hello

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

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  Hello. I don't know if anyone is going to read this, but I think that's okay. This might be just for me anyways. I'm 16 going on 17 and I've had a bit of a rough 6 years. Ever since my mom and dad split things have been hard. I was hit with anxiety, depression, panic, apathy, and a sprinkle of self-invalidation after the divorce was underway. I've been working for my Bachelor's degree in Nursing for a year now and school has taken over my life. That's when I lost my boyfriend. We had been...

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 joined the group Anxiety.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 joined the group Breakups & Divorce.

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  Joined New Group

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 joined the group Depression.

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  New Friend

  Posted by: maya_2187

  Posted: 06/23/2017

  maya_2187 became friends with TeamDS.